"'I could not, unmoved, hear this account of my only relation; in that
hour of affliction, I longed to claim the privilege of a brother; to
minister to his wants, to speak the words of comfort, and soothe the
anguish of a sick bed.--I at last determined to write: my advances
might, perhaps, be rejected with disdain; but I should nevertheless, I
thought, feel a satisfaction from the consciousness of having performed
a duty. I accordingly wrote: but, contrary to my expectation, in less
than an hour, my brother's chariot drove to the hotel, and the servants
with the utmost obsequiousness, requested my presence immediately, at
the house of their master. I went--and found my brother, as I expected,
confined to his bed; a smile of satisfaction enlivened his manly
features at my approach; for my resemblance to my father convinced him I
was not an impostor. He immediately ordered his servants to pay the same
deference to me, as to himself; and at his request I related my past
misfortunes, the reason which brought me to Nantes, and my future
prospects.
"'He heard me with attention, but strenuously opposed my leaving the
kingdom--'If I live, Hilaire,' he said, 'you shall share my fortune: if
I die--none but yourself shall inherit it.'
"'As I saw he wished it, I readily promised to remain with him; and from
that day my time and attention were employed to effect his restoration:
but my efforts, and those of the faculty, were equally ineffectual; he
died in my arms, resigned and serene, leaving me, as he had promised,
the undivided heir of his possessions.
"'I felt the loss of my brother more severely than might have been
expected from the little time he had been known to me; but the tie of
nature, never before indulged, joined to the lively regard he evinced
for me, made me regret him as the dearest of friends: and as he had left
me wealth beyond my wishes, I relinquished my intention of quitting
France, and determined to dedicate the residue of my days to the service
of my God, and the assistance of my fellow-creatures. In the course of
settling my affairs, I came to Rennes, and here meeting with a companion
of my boyish days, who had become a Benedictine, I determined to enter
into the same brotherhood; and as soon as I had fully withdrawn my money
from business, after vainly endeavouring to discover the generous
Corbet, to repay my debt of gratitude, here took the cowl. Half my
property I settled on the Convent, reserving the other at my own
disposal, to relieve those I thought deserving my assistance.
"'And here, young man, I have experienced a foretaste of that happiness
I hope to enjoy hereafter. I look forward with hope, I can look back
without regret: I have experienced misfortunes, but never was guilty of
an action, that can justly raise the blush of shame on my cheek!'"
CHAPTER V.
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