"An old female soon attended, to show me to a chamber: I endeavoured to
interest her in my favour, and to prevail on her to aid me in returning
to my friends. But she heard me with indifference, spoke in praise of
Ferrand, who, she said, would visit me in the evening, and, advising me
to seek repose, again left me. Thankful, and somewhat easier by hearing
Ferrand was not under the same roof with me, I determined to take
advantage of the respite allowed, and if possible effect my escape. I
hastened to the window--it was secured by strong iron bars, and the door
had been locked and bolted on the outside by my female gaoler.
Disappointed in the faint hope I entertained of liberty, I yielded to a
momentary despair, and, bursting into tears, threw myself on the bed.
Reflection, however, soon showed me the inutility of my grief: many
hours were to pass before Ferrand would come to the cottage; I therefore
endeavoured to calm my agitation, that I might, if possible, meet him
with firmness and resolution. Then again I dreaded the uncontrolled
licence of his passions, or that Harland or my brother, learning who had
taken me away, might be involved in a quarrel, which would terminate in
the loss of their lives.
"It was noon when my attendant entered with refreshments; and a smile, I
thought truly demoniacal, played on her features as she again launched
out in praise of her master, and the happy life I might lead if I were
but compliant with his wishes. I listened to her in silence, as my
spirits were too dejected to permit my answering her; and she left me, I
believe highly satisfied with her own eloquence. The afternoon passed
comfortless; evening arrived; and I was forced from reflections on a
more deserving lover, to the presence of Ferrand. He accosted me with an
exultation and assurance that implied he thought the conquest over me
completely gained, by the success of his stratagem: he did not,
therefore, patiently listen to my reproaches and animadversions on his
conduct; but, after a violent paroxysm of passion, reminded me he was
then the master of my fate. He was willing, he said, to join his destiny
with mine by a lawful union; but, if I rejected his offer, I must answer
to myself for any measures he might pursue. I could not conceal the
terror occasioned by this declaration; the courage I at first exerted
forsook me, and tears and entreaties were my only defence. The next day,
and the next, passed with little variation; Ferrand sometimes strove to
soothe, but more often to terrify me to compliance. The third evening a
violent bustle in the lower rooms raised my hopes that my brother and
Harland had gained intelligence of my prison, and were come to my
deliverance. With a throbbing heart I listened to catch the welcome
sound of their voices; but the tumult gradually ceased; all became
quiet; and I was obliged to resign myself to a state rendered more
horrid by the short-lived but sanguine hope I had indulged of
liberation.
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