The voice of the cynical philosopher broke on his ear and disturbed his
thoughts. "Madame, it is my humble opinion that you could convince us
of anything you desired. Happy are those who have so charming a
disciple to expound their doctrines, happier still the fortunate few to
whom those doctrines are to be expounded by lips so lovely and a heart
so wise."
Ere the circle had quite recovered from its astonishment at hearing a
speech so flattering uttered by their surly Diogenes, they had parted to
make way for the beautiful stranger, and the last gleam of her snowy
robes had floated through the doorway, as a cloud melts into the
darkness of descending night.
There was a sort of long-drawn breath, a feeling as of long tension
suddenly set free, a turning as if by one accord to one another. Then--
well, then all the tongues leaped into action, and for the remainder of
that evening, like Thackeray's folk "At the Springs," they talked, and
they talked, _and they talked_.
CHAPTER TEN.
PREMONITION.
When the Princess Zairoff was in the privacy of her own boudoir, she
turned to Colonel Estcourt in a sudden appeal:
"Why did you make me go, Julian?" she said. "I knew I should only shock
them. I can't ever put up with that languid ignorant curiosity."
"I think it will do them good to be shocked," he said, with a smile.
"Give them something to think of beside their ailments. And I had a
special reason," he went on with a deeper note of tenderness in his
voice--"I do not wish you to shut yourself away as you have been doing.
You will grow morbid and dissatisfied with life. I want you to take a
healthy interest in it once again."
She had thrown herself on a low cushioned lounge before the bright wood
fire. He took a chair beside her. She seemed to lapse into profound
thought, and he watched her beautiful grave face with adoring eyes.
"I wish," she said suddenly, "one could live a free, simple,
uncriticised life. Do you remember the old days among the wild hills?
The cool grey dawns... the sharp sweet air... the long gallops over the
rough roads by the rice fields... the strange temples... the songs of
the snake-charmers? Ah, we were happy then, Julian, happier than we
ever realised."
"May we not be still happier?" he said earnestly. "Life has a graver
and a wider meaning, it is true, but that should only give us a deeper
power of appreciation."
A strange smile touched her lips; a smile of mystery, and of dreamy,
unfathomable regret.
"We shall never be happier," she said, "than we were then. I have
always felt that... yes, I know what you would ask. Did I love you
then? Yes, Julian, with all my heart and soul... and yet--and yet--I
could have been nothing more to you than a sister, a friend. There was
a purpose in my marriage."
She ceased speaking. For a moment her eyes closed, her head sank back
wearily on the soft cushions.
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