Ah--why? He could not answer that question to his own heart, much less
to hers. He could not paint the shuddering horror which had forced him
to veil his eyes and shrink aghast from that last scene in his Dream.
Yet when he looked down on her in her pure womanly beauty, and felt the
clinging tenderness of her arms, and knew that among all the world of
men who had worshipped and wooed her, he alone had kept his place and
awakened a response of tenderness, he felt his heart thrill and glow
with sudden strength and pride.
"It shall be as you wish," he said. "On the night that heralds our
bridal morn, I promise, if my power be still the same, that I will do
your bidding."
She lifted her face. It was radiant with a strange mysterious joy. "At
last," she said, brokenly--"at last I shall know. Every page of my life
will be clear. Heart to heart, soul to soul, so we shall stand, oh,
beloved! You and I, with senses purified, with no secret unshared, with
spirits unfettered and souls at rest, so shall we greet our bridal morn.
For this did I brave the ordeal, for this have I faced almost the
bitterness of death--but the trial is almost over--the goal is almost
reached. Go, now, my life's beloved, lest indeed my heart should break
beneath its weight of joy! Go; but fear not. I am yours for ever in
the life we know, and in the deep Unknown beyond I shall claim you
still!"
CHAPTER FOURTEEN.
THE DREAM INTERPRETED.
For some days no one in the hotel saw the Princess Zairoff. But her
influence seemed to have left a distinct impression, judging from the
run on Buddhist literature at the different circulating libraries of the
town. The "Occult World", "Isis Unveiled," and "Esoteric Buddhism" were
in great demand; so were various works on Mesmerism, Clairvoyance, and
Occult Science.
The poet plunged into "Zanoni," which he had read in the days of his
boyhood as one reads a fairy-tale, and he and Mrs Ray Jefferson, being
the greatest enthusiasts, held long and learned and quite unintelligible
discussions over these mysterious subjects, with a view to being able to
hold their own with the beautiful proselytiser when she should deign to
come amongst them all once more.
The weather had changed, and kept the invalids indoors, so there was
plenty of time for "serious reading," as Mrs Jefferson called it.
They took to calling the Princess "the Eastern mystery," and were quite
certain that she must be gifted with abnormal powers. Mrs Jefferson
related the story of her appearance in the doorway, her belief in it
having long since been substantiated by Colonel Estcourt's reluctant
admission that the Princess was certainly attired in a white silk gown,
bordered and trimmed with white fur, when he went up to her rooms that
evening.
Mrs Masterman alone held out, and scoffed audibly at the mystic
literature, and what she called the "insane jabber" that went on in the
drawing-room every evening.
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