The day at last came when she could no longer resist the intensity of
her curiosity. She put on the simplest of her toilets, in black, threw a
thick veil over her head, and hastened to the Corbeil station at the
hour that she thought the unknown girl would present herself there. She
took a seat on a bench in the rear of the waiting-room. She had not long
to wait. She soon perceived the count and a young girl coming along the
avenue, which she could see from where she sat. They were arm in arm,
and seemed to be in a very happy mood. They passed within a few steps of
her, and as they walked very slowly, she was able to scrutinize Jenny at
her ease. She saw that she was pretty, but that was all. Having seen
that which she wished, and become satisfied that Jenny was not to be
feared (which showed her inexperience) Bertha directed her steps
homeward. But she chose her time of departure awkwardly; for as she was
passing along behind the cabs, which concealed her, Hector came out of
the station. They crossed each other's paths at the gate, and their eyes
met. Did he recognize her? His face expressed great surprise, yet he did
not bow to her. "Yes, he recognized me," thought Bertha, as she returned
home by the river-road; and surprised, almost terrified by her boldness,
she asked herself whether she ought to rejoice or mourn over this
meeting. What would be its result? Hector cautiously followed her at a
little distance. He was greatly astonished. His vanity, always on the
watch, had already apprised him of what was passing in Bertha's heart,
but, though modesty was no fault of his, he was far from guessing that
she was so much enamoured of him as to take such a step.
"She loves me!" he repeated to himself, as he went along. "She loves
me!"
He did not yet know what to do. Should he fly? Should he still appear
the same in his conduct toward her, pretending not to have seen her? He
ought to fly that very evening, without hesitation, without turning his
head; to fly as if the house were about to tumble about his head. This
was his first thought. It was quickly stifled under the explosion of the
base passions which fermented in him. Ah, Sauvresy had saved him when he
was dying! Sauvresy, after saving him, had welcomed him, opened to him
his heart, purse, house; at this very moment he was making untiring
efforts to restore his fortunes. Men like Tremorel can only receive such
services as outrages. Had not his sojourn at Valfeuillu been a continual
suffering? Was not his self-conceit tortured from morning till night? He
might count the days by their humiliations. What! Must he always submit
to--if he was not grateful for--the superiority of a man whom he had
always been wont to treat as his inferior?
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