There was a profound silence. The doctor, the mayor, and Plantat, seized
with a keen curiosity, dared not move. Perhaps nothing in the world is
more thrilling than one of these merciless duels between justice and a
man suspected of a crime. The questions may seem insignificant, the
answers irrelevant; both questions and answers envelop terrible, hidden
meanings. The smallest gesture, the most rapid movement of physiognomy
may acquire deep significance, a fugitive light in the eye betray an
advantage gained; an imperceptible change in the voice may be
confession.
The coolness of M. Domini was disheartening.
"Let us see," said he after a pause: "where did you pass the night? How
did you get this money? And what does this address mean?"
"Eh!" cried Guespin, with the rage of powerlessness, "I should tell you
what you would not believe."
The judge was about to ask another question, but Guespin cut him short.
"No; you wouldn't believe me," he repeated, his eyes glistening with
anger. "Do men like you believe men like me? I have a past, you know, of
antecedents, as you would say. The past! They throw that in my face, as
if, the future depended on the past. Well, yes; it's true, I'm a
debauchee, a gambler, a drunkard, an idler, but what of it? It's true I
have been before the police court, and condemned for night
poaching--what does that prove? I have wasted my life, but whom have I
wronged if not myself? My past! Have I not sufficiently expiated it?"
Guespin was self-possessed, and finding in himself sensations which
awoke a sort of eloquence, he expressed himself with a savage energy
well calculated to strike his hearers.
"I have not always served others," he continued; "my father was in easy
circumstances--almost rich. He had large gardens, near Saumur, and he
passed for one of the best gardeners of that region. I was educated, and
when sixteen years old, began to study law. Four years later they
thought me a talented youth. Unhappily for me, my father died. He left
me a landed property worth a hundred thousand francs: I sold it out for
sixty thousand and went to Paris. I was a fool then. I had the fever of
pleasure-seeking, a thirst for all sorts of pastimes, perfect health,
plenty of money. I found Paris a narrow limit for my vices; it seemed to
me that the objects of my desires were wanting. I thought my sixty
thousand francs would last forever."
Guespin paused; a thousand memories of those times rushed into his
thoughts and he muttered:
"Those were good times."
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