The Mystery of the LocksHowe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
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The Mystery of the Locks
Howe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mystery fiction; Nebraska -- Fiction
"If I have told your story on the organ," the girl said, "there must
have been declarations in it that you were a brave, an honorable, and an
unfortunate man, for I have always thought that of you. In spite of all
you have said to me against yourself, I have never doubted this for a
moment, and I would trust you to any extent."
"If I expect to carry out my resolution," Allan Dorris replied, as
though in anger, though it was really an unspoken protest against doing
a disagreeable thing, "I must hear no more of this; a very little more
of what you have said, and retreat will be impossible. But before I
leave you, let me say this: You once said I was an odd man; I will tell
you why. I seem to be an odd man because you have heard every sentiment
there is in my heart; I have kept nothing back. The men you have known
were close-mouthed and suspicious, knowing that whatever they said was
likely to be repeated, and this made them cautious. Place other men in
my situation as to loneliness and misfortune, and I would not seem so
unusual. There are plenty of staid business men who are as 'odd' as I
am, but they have never been moved to tell their secrets, as I have done
to you. Even were your honorable father to express the love he feels for
your dead mother, it would sound sentimental and foolish, and surprise
his acquaintances; but rest assured that every man will turn out a
strange creature when you get his confidence. I say this in justice to
myself, but it is the truth. When you know any man thoroughly, you
either think more or less of him."
"I don't dare to tell you what is in my mind," Annie Benton said, as she
stood beside him, his arm still around her. "It would startle you, and
perhaps cause you to change the good opinion you have expressed of me;
but there can be no harm in my saying this--every day of our
acquaintance has brought me more respect and love for you. Let me pay
you the poor compliment of saying that the more I know of you, the more
I respect and honor you."
"I believe I deserve that," he replied. "I have more than my share of
faults, but it has always been a comfort for me to know that my best
friends are those who know most of me. But though I have faults, I am
not the less sensitive. I believe that should I kill a man, I would as
keenly feel the slights of my fellows as would one whose hands were
clean. Should I become so offensive to mankind as to merit banishment,
my wickedness would not cause me to forget my loneliness. My mistakes
have been as trifling in their nature, and as innocent, as neglect to
lock a door in a community of thieves; but I have been punished as
severely as though I had murdered a town. The thieves have pursued and
beaten me because I carelessly permitted them to steal my substance; and
the privilege of touching a pure woman's lips with my own, and folding
her in my arms, becomes a serious wrong, though it has only brought me a
joy which other men have known, and no harm came of it."
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