Bernard’s brusque interruption on seeing her, the sacrifice he had made
to her so simply--that noble glance as of a dying animal, came to her
mind, and the shame of the elder, the favourite child, mingled itself
with Bernard’s disaster--a double-edged maternal sorrow, which tore her
whichever way she turned. Yes, yes, it was on her account he would not
speak. But she would not accept such a sacrifice. He must come back at
once and explain himself before the deputies.
“My son, where is my son?”
“Below, madame, in his carriage. It was he who sent me to look for you.”
She ran before the attendant, walking quickly, talking aloud, pushing
aside out of her way the little black and bearded men who were
gesticulating in the passages. After the waiting-hall she crossed a
great round antechamber where servants in respectful rows made a living
wainscotting to the high, blank wall. From there she could see through
the glass doors, the outside railing, the crowd in waiting, and among
the other vehicles, the Nabob’s carriage waiting. As she passed, the
peasant recognised in one of the groups her enormous neighbour of the
gallery, with the pale man in spectacles who had attacked her son, who
was receiving all sorts of felicitation for his discourse. At the
name of Jansoulet, pronounced among mocking and satisfied sneers, she
stopped.
“At any rate,” said a handsome man with a bad feminine face, “he has not
proved where our accusations were false.”
The old woman, hearing that, wrenched herself through the crowd, and
facing Moessard said:
“What he did not say I will. I am his mother, and it is my duty to
speak.”
She stopped to seize Le Merquier by the sleeve, who was escaping:
“Wicked man, you must listen, first of all. What have you got against my
child? Don’t you know who he is? Wait a little till I tell you.”
And turning to the journalist:
“I had two sons, sir.”
Moessard was no longer there. She returned to Le Merquier: “Two sons,
sir.” Le Merquier had disappeared.
“Oh, listen to me, some one, I beg,” said the poor mother, throwing her
hands and her voice round her to assemble and retain her hearers; but
all fled, melted away, disappeared--deputies, reporters, unknown and
mocking faces to whom she wished at any cost to tell her story, careless
of the indifference where her sorrows and her joys fell, her pride and
maternal tenderness expressed in a tornado of feeling. And while she was
thus exciting herself and struggling--distracted, her bonnet awry--at
once grotesque and sublime, as are all the children of nature when
brought into civilization, taking to witness the honesty of her son
and the injustice of men, even the liveried servants, whose disdainful
impassibility was more cruel than all, Jansoulet appeared suddenly
beside her.
“Take my arm, mother. You must not stop there.”
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