Mrs. Farley's tear-inflamed eyes squinted at the light. She huddled
against the wall. Her gray hair, undone, clung to her bare neck above
her open nightdress. Her eyes, lifted to Alice, were opaque with misery.
Below her nightdress her feet were bare. Her toes with bulbous joints
rested flaccid on the scrap of brown carpet at the head of the stair.
She turned away from Alice and began to fumble blindly for the rail.
"Where are you going?"
Mrs. Farley slid herself feebly along the rail and down the first step.
"I don't know! I don't know!" she wailed.
"Stop acting like that, Mamma. You know you can stand up."
"I can't! I can't! I don't care what becomes of me!"
Alice caught her mother in a grasp of repugnance and pulled her back.
"You've got to brace up. You don't care what I think of you or what you
do to me, but you have to have a little pride and a sense of
responsibility toward Bobby and May. You can't let them see a thing like
this. Is Laurence home yet?"
"No, he's not home. Why should I feel responsible for Bobby and May? You
think I'm not fit for them. You want to take them away from me."
"I'm not going to pamper you by arguing with you. If I seriously thought
that you wanted to end your life I should consider that interference was
none of my business, but----"
"And yet you expect me to live! None of your business! Oh, my God!"
"But as you have no real intention of killing yourself you have no right
to subject me to a scene like this. I want a little peace."
"A little peace! Oh, my God, a little peace!" Mrs. Farley shut her eyes
and let her head fall backward and forward limply as though there were
no vertebræ in her neck.
Alice shook her. "Stop it, Mamma."
Mrs. Farley rocked herself like a drunken woman. Finally, her eyes yet
closed, she shuddered and was still.
"Are you calm now?"
"Yes. I'm calm. Whatever I do makes no difference to you. Nothing I do
affects you. You're hard as nails."
"We won't talk about that. You can affect me, but because that is just
what you want to do I'm not going to let you."
"I want to do! She says I want to do!"
"I have to talk you into a state of common sense."
Still Mrs. Farley's head nodded as if with sleep and her eyes remained
shut. "Common sense. Yes, common sense," she repeated like a dream.
"Echoing me in that stupid way won't keep me from going on."
"Stupid? She calls it a stupid way. My God! My God! What agony!" Mrs.
Farley almost shrieked out "agony." Her knotted hands clutched her flat
breasts as if with hunger. Her voice was dully intense. Her wrinkled
lids twitched.
Why does she twitch her face?
Alice's lips curled almost like a snarl. "You'll find me giving away and
raving too if you don't watch out, Mamma. I can't stand too much of
this."
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