The nurse was a tall woman with a plump, sallow face and small confident
eyes. Her nose was fat with widened nostrils that were slightly
inflamed. Her peaked cap set up very high on her untidy gray hair. When
she walked her starched skirt rattled like paper. She came and stood by
the bedside and was harsh and still like the shadows on the wall.
Dr. Beach was a stooped, middle-aged man with a bald head and
inscrutably professional eyes. In his shirt sleeves, he sat on the edge
of Winnie's bed, rattling the chain on his vest or looking at his watch
and coughing occasionally. Sometimes he spoke to the nurse in an
undertone.
When he laid his cold hand, covered with blond hair, on Winnie's warm
flesh, she shuddered to his touch. She hated the assertive hand on her,
demanding her back out of pain. The heavy hand weighed down her glory
and she sank back, dimmed.
The bent candle on the chest of drawers made another black bent candle
behind it. On the wall, back of the row of medicine bottles, were other
bottles that seemed never to have moved since the world began. The
pictures had each their separate stillness of shadow. The print of the
German gamekeeper floated, drowned, on the gray becalmed glass opposite.
A heavy breath bellied the shade before the window, and swung it slowly
inward. Then it relaxed heavily into its place against the sill.
Outside the moonless night, as if choked with quiet, crowded up from the
empty street.
When Winnie lifted her lids a little they showed only the lower rim of
the pain-flecked irises. Dr. Beach examined the purplish nails on her
cold hands and felt her pulse uneasily.
Suddenly Winnie clutched at the nurse's hands, and, with eyes open and
unseeing, uttered shriek after shriek.
The sick woman was lost in pain as in a wilderness. Her hands and feet
were strange. The bed was strange. In the vast bed, so far from one end
to the other, she had lost her feet.
She knew there was blood on her. The world poured from her, molten.
The nurse put the chloroform cap over Winnie's nose. Then her head
detached itself from her body and floated over the bed. Her head danced
like a golden thistle on a pool of blood.
Her lightness expanded. She was vastly light. And the body in the bed in
the dark pool grew still, and small, and far off. She was pale and angry
with joy.
But through the mist of herself, something leaped angrily upon her and
dragged her to earth. Hot claws sank into her. She sank, nerveless, in
the infinite darkness.
She was in bed again. The vast bed stretched from side to side of the
unseen sky, and oscillated like a ship.
Not enough chloroform. She wanted to tell them, but they were too far
away. They could not have heard.
She saw the bright things in the doctor's bag. Then long claws of steel.
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