He threw himself into the vortex of Her terrific quiet. It caught him
and twisted him and bore him to its center.
He was dead. He would never live again. He became one with the endless
word. She was timeless in the bed in silence.
* * * * *
When Laurence stumbled into the hall he came upon his father.
"Well, Son, I don't know what to say! My God, I don't know what to say."
Mr. Farley turned away, sobbing.
Laurence was numbed to the sound of his father's words, and waited for
the echo of silence to die away.
They walked downstairs and into the living-room. Alice was in the room
and Mr. and Mrs. Price were both there seated near a window. It was like
a holiday--Christmas or Easter--to see the family together in the early
morning in the artificial illumination.
Laurence covered his face. Alice went over to him and patted his
shoulder.
"You must eat some breakfast, Laurie."
The kindness in her voice hurt him. He wanted to go away. But she took
his hand and he was too sick to rebel against her, so he let her lead
him forward through the portières into the next room where the table was
set.
May and Bobby had been dressed early and seated at table, for they were
going for the day to a neighbor's house. Over her brown serge dress that
was becoming too short and tight, May wore a fancy clean white apron.
The bow on her hair was of her best red ribbon, but it was already half
untied and dangled in a huge loop above one of her ears. Bobby, too, was
in a new blue woolen blouse. He was bibless and the porridge he was
eating trickled, in gluey gray-white drops of milk and half-dissolved
sugar, over his chin and down his dickey.
He could not get it out of his head that this was a celebration, and
several times he had asked Aunt Alice where the presents were.
May was discreet enough to attend to her food, but she ate slowly and
methodically, and was in no hurry to leave. When she saw her father led
in by Aunt Alice as if he were a blind man, it seemed a part of the
general strangeness and excitement.
May understood that there was something wrong with her mother. Yet her
information was too meager to project anything but vague images in her
mind. At one moment the unexpectedness of it all elated her. Her eyes
shone. She shuddered with happiness, and her drawers were wet. But the
exaltation, produced by the sense of mystery, was followed by
depression. Tears gathered among her lashes and rolled down her cheeks
as she realized that her father was crying too.
After the children had been sent away, the embalmer arrived and went
upstairs, and when the wreath was hung on the door it seemed almost as
if Winnie had died again.
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