That, of course, admitted me to the peculiar intimacy that women allow
to other women, or to poets, or to dangerous men. Edward, I know,
dislikes the drinking of China tea because it is against the principle
of supporting the British flag. But Miss Averies in her unequal battle
with this youth of the classical features slightly vulgarized, called
me in to show a sign of sympathy--to give at least the flicker of the
other side--of the woman, the poet, or the pessimist among men. She
asked me, in fact, not to take up the cudgels to the extent of saying
that China tea is the thing to drink--that would have been treason to
Edward--but she desired that her instinct should be acknowledged to the
extent of saying that the measures of canisters should be contrived to
suit the one kind of tea as well as the other. In his blind sort of
way Edward caught the challenge in the remark and his straight brows
lowered a very little.
“If you don’t have more than three pounds of China tea in the house in
a year it won’t matter about the measures,” he said. “We never use more
at Shackleton.”
“But it makes the tea too strong, Edward.”
“Then you need not fill the measure,” he answered.
“Oh, I wish,” she said to me, “that you’d tell Edward not to make me
make tea at all. I dread it. The servants do it so much better.”
“So,” I asked, “Edward has arranged everything down to the last detail?”
Edward looked to me for approval and applause.
“You see, Annie has had so little experience, and I’ve had to look
after my mother’s house for years.” His air said: “Yes! You’ll see our
establishment will be run on the very best lines! Don’t you admire the
way I’m taming her already?”
I gave him, of course, a significant glance. Heaven knows why: for it
is absolutely true that I am tired of appearing reliable--to Edward
Burden or any one else in the world. What I want to do is simply to
say to Edward Burden: “No, I don’t at all admire your dragging down a
little bundle of ideals and sentiments to your own fatted calf’s level.”
I suppose I have in me something of the poet. I can imagine that if
I had to love or to marry this little Averies girl I should try to
find out what was her tiny vanity and I should minister to it. In some
way I should discover from her that she considered herself charming,
or discreet, or tasteful, or frivolous, beyond all her fellows.
And, having discovered it, I should bend all my energies to giving
her opportunities for displaying her charm, her discreetness or her
coquetry. With a woman of larger and finer mould--with you!--I should
no doubt bring into play my own idealism. I should invest her with the
attributes that I consider the most desirable in the world. But in
either case I cannot figure myself dragging her down to my own social
or material necessities.
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