Of our first meeting in London all I can remember is a speechlessness
that was like the awed hesitation of our overtried souls before the
greatness of a change from the verge of despair to the opening of a
supreme joy. The whole world, the whole of life, with her return had
changed all around me; it enveloped me, it enfolded me so lightly as
not to be felt, so suddenly as not to be believed in, so completely
that that whole meeting was an embrace, so softly that at last it
lapsed into a sense of rest that was like the fall of a beneficent
and welcome death.
_For suffering is the lot of man_, but not inevitable failure or
worthless despair which is without end--suffering, the mark of
manhood, which bears within its pain a hope of felicity like a jewel
set in iron....
Her first words were:
“You broke our compact. You went away from me whilst I was sleeping.”
Only the deepness of her reproach revealed the depth of her love, and
the suffering she too had endured to reach a union that was to be
without end--and to forgive.
_And, looking back, we see Romance--that subtle thing that is
mirage--that is life. It is the goodness of the years we have lived
through, of the old time when we did this or that, when we dwelt here
or there. Looking back it seems a wonderful enough thing that I who
am this and she who is that, commencing so far away a life that after
such sufferings borne together and apart, ended so tranquilly there
in a world so stable--that she and I should have passed through so
much, good chance and evil chance, sad hours and joyful, all lived
down and swept away into the little heap of dust that is life. That,
too, is Romance._
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