The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
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The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
“What _more?_” he cried out, throwing up his arms. “What _more,_ Mary!
Why, it isn't life at all, this deadly, petty intricate day by day,
surrounded by things, and more things. The hopeless, unalterable
tameness of it!” He began to pace the room.
“But, my dear, I don't understand you. We have love, and work, and if
some part of our life is petty, why, every one's always has been, hasn't
it?”
She was deeply moved by his distress, afraid again for their happiness,
longing to comfort him. Yet, under and apart from all these emotions,
some cool little faculty of criticism wondered if he was not making
rather a theatrical scene. “Daily life must be a little monotonous,
mustn't it?” she urged again, trying to help him.
“No!” he almost shouted, with a gesture of fierce repudiation. “Was
Angelo's life petty? Was da Vinci's? Did Columbus live monotonously,
did Scott or Peary? Does any explorer or traveler? Did Thoreau surround
himself with _things_--to hamper--did George Borrow, or Whitman, or
Stevenson? Do you suppose Rodin, or de Musset, or Rousseau, or Millet,
or any one else who has ever _lived_, cared whether they had a position,
a house, horses, old furniture? All the world's wanderers, from Ulysses
down to the last tramp who knocked at this door, have known more of life
than all your generations of staid conventional county families!
Oh, Mary”--he leant across the table toward her, and his voice
pleaded--“think of what life _should_ be. Think of the peasants in
France treading out the wine. Think of ships, and rivers, and all the
beauty of the forests. Think of dancing, of music, of that old viking
who first found America. Think of those tribes who wander with their
tents over the desert and pitch them under stars as big as lamps--all
the things we've never seen, Mary, the songs we've never heard. The
colors, the scents, and the cruel tang of life! All these I want to
see and feel, and translate into pictures. I want you with me,
Mary--beautiful and free--I want us to drink life eagerly together, as
if it were heady wine.” He took her hand across the table. “You'll come,
Beloved, you'll give all the little things up, and come?”
She rose, her face pitifully white. They stood with hands clasped, the
table between them.
“The boy, Stefan?”
He laughed, thinking he had won her. “Bring him, too, as the Arab women
carry theirs, in a shawl. We'll leave him here and there, and have him
with us whenever we stay long in one place.”
She pulled her hand away, her eyes filled with tears. “I love you,
Stefan, but I can't bring my child up like a gipsy. I'll live in France,
or anywhere you say, but I must have a home--I can't be a wanderer.”
“You shall have a home, sweetheart, to keep coming back to.” His face
was brightening to eagerness.
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