The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
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The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
While her work progressed, Stefan's remained at a standstill.
Disillusioned with his marriage and with his whole way of life he
fretted himself from his old sure confidence to a mood of despair. Their
friends bored him, his studio like his house became a cage. New York
appeared in her old guise of mammoth materialist, but now he had no
heart to satirize her dishonor. He wanted only to be gone, but told
himself that in common decency he must remain with Mary till her child
was born. He longed for even the superficial thrill of Felicity's
presence, but she still lingered in the South. So fretting, he tossed
himself against the bars through the long snows of an unusually severe
March, until April broke the frost, and the road to the Byrdsnest became
a morass of running mud.
In the last two weeks Stefan had begun a portrait of Constance, but
without enthusiasm. She was a fidgety sitter, and was moreover so busy
with her suffrage work that she could never be relied on for more than
an hour at a time. After a few of these fragmentary sittings his ragged
nerves gave out completely.
“It's utterly useless, Constance!” he exclaimed, throwing down his
pallette and brushes, as the telephone interrupted them for the third
time in less than an hour. “I can't paint in a suffrage office. This is
a studio, not the Club's headquarters. If you can't shut these people
off and sit rationally, please don't trouble to come again.”
“I know, my dear boy, it's abominable, but what can I do? Our bill has
passed the Legislature; until it is submitted next year I can't be my
own or Theodore's, much less yours. As for you, you look a rag. This
winter has about made me hate my country. I don't wonder you long for
France.”
Her eyes narrowed at him, she dangled her beads reflectively, and
perched on the throne again without attempting to resume her pose. “My
dear boy,” she said suddenly, “why stay here and be eaten by devils--why
not fly from them?”
“I wish to God I could,” he groaned.
“You can. Mary was in to see our shop yesterday; she looked dragged. You
are both nervous. Do what I have always done--take a holiday from each
other. There's nothing like it as a tonic for love.”
“Do you really think she wouldn't mind?” he exclaimed eagerly. “You know
she--she isn't very well.”
“Chtt,” shrugged Constance, “_that's_ only being more than usually well.
You don't think Mary needs coddling, do you? She's worried because
you are bored. If you aren't there, she won't worry. I shall take
your advice--I shan't come here again--” and she settled her hat
briskly--“and you take mine. Go away--” Constance threw on her coat--“go
anywhere you like, my dear Stefan--” she was at the door--“except
south,” she added with a mischievous twinkle, closing it.
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