The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
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The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
Again, he held his cheek to hers. “Beloved,” he whispered, “when we are
married” (even as he spoke he marveled at himself that the word should
come so naturally) “I want to paint you as you really are--a goddess of
beauty and love.”
She thrilled in response to him, half fearful, yet exalted. She was his,
utterly.
As they clung together he saw her winged, a white flame of love,
a goddess elusive even in yielding. He aspired, and saw her,
Cytheria-like, shining above yet toward him. But her vision, leaning on
his heart, was of those two still and close together, nestling beneath
Love's protecting wings, while between their hands she felt the fingers
of a little child.
VII
That night Mary and Stefan spoke only of love, but the morning brought
plans. Before breakfast they were together, pacing the sun-swept deck.
Mary took it for granted that their engagement would continue till
Stefan's pictures were sold, till they had found work, till their
future was in some way arranged. Stefan, who was enormously under her
influence, and a trifle, in spite of his rapture, in awe of her sweet
reasonableness, listened at first without demur. After breakfast,
however, which they ate together, he occupying the place of a late
comer at her table after negotiation with the steward, his impatient
temperament asserted itself in a burst.
“Dearest one,” he cried, when they were comfortably settled in their
favorite corner of the boat deck, “listen! I'm sure we're all wrong.
I know we are. Why should you and I--” and he took her hand--“wait and
plan and sour ourselves as little people do? We've both got to live,
haven't we? And we are going to live; you don't expect we shall starve,
do you?”
She shook her head, smiling.
“Well, then,” triumphantly, “why shouldn't we live together? Why, it
would be absurd not to, even from the base and practical point of view.
Think of the saving! One rent instead of two--one everything instead of
two!” His arm gave her a quick pressure.
“Yes, but--” she demurred.
He turned on her suddenly. “You don't want to wait for
trimmings--clothes, orange blossoms, all that stuff--do you?” he
expostulated.
“No, of course not, foolish one,” she laughed.
“Well, then, where's the difficulty?” exultingly.
She could not answer--could hardly formulate the answer to herself.
Deep in her being she seemed to feel an urge toward waiting, toward
preparation, toward the collection of she knew not what small household
gods. It was as if she wished to make fair a place to receive her
sacrament of love. But this she could not express, could not speak to
him of the vision of the tiny hand.
“You're brave, Mary. Your courage was one of the things I most loved in
you. Let's be brave together!” His smile was irresistibly happy.
She could not bear that he should doubt her courage, and she wanted
passionately not to take that smile from his face. She began to weaken.
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