The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
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The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
The thought of her baby was to Mary like the opening of the gates of
paradise to Christian the Pilgrim. Her heart shook with joy of it. She
passed through her days now only half conscious of the world about
her. She had, together with her joy, an extraordinary sense of physical
well-being, of the actual value of the body. For the first time she
became actively interested in her beauty. Even on her honeymoon she had
never dressed to please her husband with the care she now gave to the
donning of her loose pink and white negligées and the little boudoir
caps she had bought to wear with them. That Stefan paid her fewer
compliments, that he often failed to notice small additions to her
wardrobe, affected her not at all. “Afterwards he will be pleased;
afterwards he will love me more than ever,” she thought, but, even so,
knew that it was not for him she was now fair, but for that other. She
did not love Stefan less, but her love was to be made flesh, and it was
that incarnation she now adored. If she had been given to self-analysis
she might have asked what it boded that she had never--save for that one
moment's adoration of his genius the day he completed the Danaë--felt
for Stefan the abandonment of love she felt for his coming child. She
might have wondered, but she did not, for she felt too intensely in
these days to have much need of thought. She loved her husband--he was
a great man--they were to have a child. The sense of those three facts
made up her cosmos.
Farraday had asked her in vain on more than one occasion for another
manuscript. The last time she shook her head, with one of her rare
attempts at explanation, made less rarely to him than to her other
friends.
“No, Mr. Farraday, I can't think about imaginary children just now.
There's a spell over me--all the world waits, and I'm holding my breath.
Do you see?”
He took her hand between both his.
“Yes, my dear child, I do,” he answered, his mouth twisting into its
sad and gentle smile. He had come bringing a sheaf of spring flowers,
narcissus, and golden daffodils, which she was holding in her lap. He
thought as he said good-bye that she looked much more like Persephone
than the Demeter of Stefan's picture.
In spite of her deep-seated emotion, Mary was gay and practical
enough in these late winter days, with her small household tasks, her
occasional shopping, and her sewing. This last had begun vaguely to
irritate Stefan, so incessant was it.
“Mary, do put down that sewing,” he would exclaim; or “Don't sing the
song of the shirt any more to-day;” and she would laughingly fold her
work, only to take it up instinctively again a few minutes later.
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