English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
John regarded her anxiously. The phrase ‘your friend’ had a peculiar
sound that disturbed him. It made him aware that she had been thinking
often of Sidney Kirkwood since his name had been dismissed from their
conversation. He, too, had often turned his mind uneasily in the same
direction, wondering whether he ought to have spoken of Sidney so
freely. At the time it seemed best, indeed almost inevitable; but habit
and the force of affection were changing his view of Clara in several
respects. He recognised the impossibility of her continuing to live as
now, yet it was as difficult as ever to conceive a means of aiding her.
Unavoidably he kept glancing towards Kirkwood. He knew that Sidney was
no longer a free man; he knew that, even had it been otherwise, Clara
could be nothing to him. In spite of facts, the father kept brooding on
what might have been. His own love was perdurable; how could it other
than intensify when its object was so unhappy? His hot, illogical mood
all but brought about a revival of the old resentment against Sidney.
‘I haven’t seen him for a week or two,’ he replied, in an embarrassed
way.
‘Did he tell you he shouldn’t come?’
‘No. After we’d talked about it, you know—when you told me you didn’t
mind—I just said a word or two; and he nodded, that was all.’
She became silent. John, racked by doubts as to whether he should say
more of Sidney or still hold his peace, sat rubbing the back of one
hand with the other and looking about the room.
‘Father,’ Clara resumed presently, ‘what became of that child at Mrs.
Peckover’s, that her grandfather came and took away? Snowdon; yes, that
was her name; Jane Snowdon.’
‘You remember they went to live with somebody you used to know,’ John
replied, with hesitation. ‘They’re still in the same house.’
‘So she’s grown up. Did you ever hear about that old man having a lot
of money?’
‘Why, my dear, I never heard nothing but what them Peckovers talked at
the time. But there was a son of his turned up as seemed to have some
money. He married Mrs. Peckover’s daughter.’
Clara expressed surprise.
‘A son of his? Not the girl’s father?
‘Yes; her father. I don’t know nothing about his history. It’s for him,
or partly for him, as I’m workin’ now, Clara. The firm’s Lake, Snowdon
& Co.’
‘Why didn’t you mention it before?’
‘I don’t hardly know, my dear.’
She looked at him, aware that something was being kept back.
‘Tell me about the girl. What does she do?’
‘She goes to work, I believe; but I haven’t heard much about her since
a good time. Sidney Kirkwood’s a friend of her grandfather. He often
goes there, I believe.’
‘What is she like?’ Clara asked, after a pause. ‘She used to be such a
weak, ailing thing, I never thought she’d grow up. What’s she like to
look at?’
‘I can’t tell you, my dear. I don’t know as ever I see her since those
times.’
Again a silence.
‘Then it’s Mr. Kirkwood that has told you what you know of her?’
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