English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
He disregarded her words, but in a few moments turned upon her and said
scornfully:
‘I hope you’ll enjoy the pleasant, ladylike work you’ve found! I should
think it’ll improve your self-respect to wait on the gentlemen of Upper
Street!’
Irony is not a weapon much in use among working people; their wits in
general are too slow. With Sidney, however, it had always been a habit
of speech in indignant criticism, and sympathy made him aware that
nothing would sting Clara more acutely. He saw that he was successful
when she turned her head away and moved it nervously.
‘And do you suppose I go there because the place pleases me?’ she asked
in a cold, hostile voice. ‘You make a great mistake, as you always do
when you pretend to know anything about me. Wait till I’ve learned a
little about the business; you won’t find me in Upper Street then.’
‘I understand.’
Again they walked on in silence. They were nearing Clerkenwell Close,
and had to pass a corner of the prison in a dark lane, where the wind
moaned drearily. The line of the high blank wall was relieved in
colourless gloom against a sky of sheer night. Opposite, the shapes of
poverty-eaten houses and grimy workshops stood huddling in the
obscurity. From near at hand came shrill voices of children chasing
each other about—children playing at midnight between slum and gaol!
‘We’re not likely to see much of each other after to-night,’ said
Sidney, stopping.
‘The less the better, I should say, if this is how you’re going to talk
to me.’
‘The less the better, perhaps—at all events for a time. But there’s one
or two things on my mind, and I’ll say them now. I don’t know whether
you think anything about it, but you must have seen that things are
getting worse and worse at home. Your mother—’
‘She’s no mother of mine!’ broke in Clara angrily.
‘She’s been a mother to you in kindness, that’s certain, and you’ve
repaid her almost as ill as you could have done. Another girl would
have made her hard life a bit easier. No; you’ve only thought of
yourself. Your father walks about day after day trying to get work, and
how do you meet him when he comes home? You fret him and anger him; you
throw him back ill-tempered words when he happens to think different
from you; you almost break his heart, because you won’t give way in
things that he only means for your good—he that would give his life for
you! It’s as well you should hear the truth for once, and hear it from
me, too. Anyone else might speak from all sorts of motives; as for me,
it makes me suffer more to say such things than it ever could you to
hear them. Laugh if you like! I don’t ask you to pay any heed to what
_I_’ve wished and hoped; but just give a thought to your father, and
the rest of them at home. I told him to-night he’d only to trust you,
that you never could do anything to make him ashamed of you. I said so,
and I believe it. Look, Clara! with all my heart I believe it. But now
you’ve got your way, think of them a little.’
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