"Yes, Miss Maitland," answered Janie, with due respect. She dared not
dispute the mistress's orders, but inwardly she was anything but
pleased. She did not wish to leave her present cubicle, and looked with
dismay at the prospect of having to share a bedroom with this wild
Irish girl, towards whom as yet she certainly felt no attraction.
Janie Henderson had a painfully shy and reserved disposition. Hitherto
she had made no friends, invited no confidences, and "kept herself to
herself" at St. Chad's. She was seldom seen walking with a companion,
and during recreation generally buried herself in a book. Slight, pale,
and narrow-chested, her constitution was not robust; and though a year
and a half at Chessington College had already worked a wonderful
improvement, she was still far below the ordinary average of good
health. She was a quiet, mouse-like girl, who seldom obtruded herself,
or took any prominent part in the life of St. Chad's--a girl who was
continually in the background, and passed almost unnoticed among her
schoolfellows. She had little self-confidence and a sensitive dread of
being laughed at, so for this reason she rarely offered a suggestion,
or an opinion, unless invited. She often felt lonely at school, but her
shyness prevented her from making advances, and so far nobody had
offered her even the elements of friendship. It sometimes hurt her to
be thus entirely ignored and left out, but she had grown accustomed to
it, and, shutting herself up in her shell, she followed the motto of
the Miller of Dee:
"I care for nobody, no, not I,
Since nobody cares for me."
She was obliged to share in the daily games, which were compulsory for
all; but she never joined in the voluntary ones unless she were
specially asked to do so, to make up a side, and then she played with
an utter lack of enthusiasm. "Moonie", as the girls called her, was a
bookworm pure and simple. She had read almost every volume in the
school library; it did not matter whether it were biography, travels,
poetry, essays, or fiction, she would devour any literature that came
her way. She lived in an imaginary world, peopled by heroes and
heroines of romance, who often seemed more real to her than her
schoolmates, and certainly twice as interesting. Half the time she went
about in a dream, and even during lesson hours she would let her
thoughts drift far away to some exciting incident in a story, or some
mental picture of her own. It appeared as if Miss Maitland could not
have picked out two more opposite and unsuitable girls to share a
bedroom than Honor Fitzgerald and Janie Henderson; but she had good
reasons for her choice. Not only did she hope that Janie's sober ways
would steady Honor, but she also thought that Honor's high spirits
would have a leavening effect upon Janie, who was sadly in need of
stirring up.
"I wish I could shake the pair in a bag!" she confided to a
fellow-teacher. "It would be of the greatest advantage to both."
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