England -- Fiction; Impostors and imposture -- Fiction; Women ex-convicts -- Fiction
“My next place was in Canada, with an officer’s wife: gentlefolks who
had emigrated. More kindness; and, this time, a pleasant, peaceful life
for me. I said to myself, ‘Is the lost place regained? _Have_ I got
back?’ My mistress died. New people came into our neighborhood. There
was a young lady among them--my master began to think of another wife.
I have the misfortune (in my situation) to be what is called a handsome
woman; I rouse the curiosity of strangers. The new people asked
questions about me; my master’s answers did not satisfy them. In a word,
they found me out. The old story again! ‘Mercy, I am very sorry; scandal
is busy with you and with me; we are innocent, but there is no help for
it--we must part.’ I left the place; having gained one advantage during
my stay in Canada, which I find of use to me here.”
“What is it?”
“Our nearest neighbors were French-Canadians. I learned to speak the
French language.”
“Did you return to London?”
“Where else could I go, without a character?” said Mercy, sadly. “I went
back again to the matron. Sickness had broken out in the Refuge; I made
myself useful as a nurse. One of the doctors was struck with me--‘fell
in love’ with me, as the phrase is. He would have married me. The nurse,
as an honest woman, was bound to tell him the truth. He never appeared
again. The old story! I began to be weary of saying to myself, ‘I can’t
get back! I can’t get back!’ Despair got hold of me, the despair that
hardens the heart. I might have committed suicide; I might even have
drifted back into my old life--but for one man.”
At those last words her voice--quiet and even through the earlier part
of her sad story--began to falter once more. She stopped, following
silently the memories and associations roused in her by what she had
just said. Had she forgotten the presence of another person in the room?
Grace’s curiosity left Grace no resource but to say a word on her side.
“Who was the man?” she asked. “How did he befriend you?”
“Befriend me? He doesn’t even know that such a person as I am is in
existence.”
That strange answer, naturally enough, only strengthened the anxiety of
Grace to hear more. “You said just now--” she began.
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