The New WardenRitchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
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The New Warden
Ritchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
English fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; University of Oxford -- Fiction
The Warden was not a man who spent much time in introspection. He had no
subtlety of self-analysis, but what insight he had was spent in
condemning himself, not in justifying himself. But now he added this to
his self-accusations, that if May Dashwood had not suddenly stepped
across his path and revealed to him true womanhood, gilded--yes, he used
that term sardonically--gilded by beauty, he might not have seen the
whole depth of his offence until now, when the crude truth about
Gwendolen was forced upon him by her letter.
The Warden sat on, crushed by the weight of his humiliation. And he had
been forgiven, he had been rescued from his own folly. His mistake had
been wiped out, his offence pardoned.
And what about Gwendolen herself? What about this poor solitary foolish
girl? What was to be her future? Swiftly she had come into his life and
swiftly gone! What, indeed, was to become of her and her life?
And so the Warden sat on till the dressing-bell rang, and then he got up
from his chair blindly.
He had been forgiven and rescued too easily. He did not deserve it. How
was it that he had dared to quote to May Dashwood those solemn, awful
words--
"And the glory of the Lord is all in all!"
It must have seemed to her a piece of arrogant self-righteousness.
And she had said: "What is the glory of the Lord?" and had answered the
question herself. Her answer had condemned him; the glory of the Lord
was not merely self-restraint, stoical resignation, it was something
more, it was "Love" that "beareth all things, believeth all things,
hopeth all things, endureth all things."
"For he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love
God whom he hath not seen?"
The Warden dressed, moving about automatically, not thinking of what he
was doing. When he left his bedroom he passed the head of the staircase.
There were letters lying on the table, just as letters had lain waiting
for him on that evening, on that Monday evening, when he found Gwendolen
reading the letter from her mother and crying over it. Within those few
short days he had risked the happiness and the usefulness of his whole
life, and--God had forgiven him.
He passed the table and went on. Lena must have been waiting for him,
expecting him! Perhaps she had been worrying. The thought made him walk
rapidly along the corridor.
He knocked at her door. Louise opened it.
"Entrez, Monsieur," she said, in the tone and manner of one who mounts
guard and whose permission must be obtained.
She stood aside to let him pass, and then went out and pulled the door
to after her.
The Warden walked up to the bed.
Lady Dashwood's face was averted from him. "Jim," she said wistfully,
and she put her hand over her eyes and waited for the sound of his
voice.
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