The New WardenRitchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
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The New Warden
Ritchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
English fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; University of Oxford -- Fiction
"The eighteenth century was not tormented with the question as we are
now!" said the Warden, and again he looked at the auburn head and the
dark lashes hiding the downcast eyes. "Those who doubt," he said slowly
and tentatively, "whether after all the High Gods want us--those who
doubt whether there are High Gods--even those doubt with regret--now."
He waited for a response and May Dashwood suddenly raised her eyes to
his.
"There is no truculence in modern unbelief," he said, "it is a matter of
passionate regret. And belief has become a passionate hope."
Lady Dashwood knew that not a word of this was meant for her. She
disliked all talk about the future world. It made her feel dismal. Her
life had been spent in managing first her father, then her brother, and
now her husband, and incidentally many of her friends.
Some people dislike having plans made for them, some endure it, some
positively like it, and for those who liked it, Lady Dashwood made
extensive plans. Her brain worked now almost automatically in plans. For
herself she had no plans, she was the planner. But her plans were about
this world. To the "other world" Lady Dashwood felt secretly inimical;
that "unknown" lurking in the future, would probably, not so long hence,
engulf her husband, leaving her, alas! still on this side--with no heart
left for making any more plans.
If she had been alone with the Warden he would not have mentioned the
"future life," nor would he have spoken of the "High Gods." He knew her
mind too well. Was he probing the mind of May Dashwood? Either he was
deliberately questioning her, or there was something in her presence
that drew from him his inmost thoughts. Lady Dashwood felt a pang of
indignation at herself for "being in the way" when to be "out of the
way" at such a moment was absolutely necessary. She must leave these two
people alone together--now--at this propitious moment. What should she
do? She began casting about wildly in her brain for a plan of escape
that would not be too obvious in its intention. The Warden had never
been with May alone for five minutes. To-morrow would be a blank
day--there was Chartcote first and then when they returned the Warden
would be still away and very probably would not be visible that evening.
She could see May's raised face looking very expressive--full of
thoughts. Lady Dashwood rose from her chair confident that inspired
words would come to her lips--and they came!
"My dear Jim," she heard herself saying, "your mentioning the High Gods
has made me remember that I left about some letters that ought to be
answered. Horribly careless of me--I must go and find them. I'll only be
away a moment. So sorry to interrupt when you are just getting
interesting!" And still murmuring Lady Dashwood made her escape.
She had done the best she could under the circumstances, and she smiled
broadly as she went through the corridor.
"That for Belinda and Co.!" she exclaimed half aloud, and she snapped
her fingers.
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