The New WardenRitchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
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The New Warden
Ritchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
English fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; University of Oxford -- Fiction
"In the old days," he said, "there would have been sounds coming from
these windows. There would have been men coming light-heartedly from
these staircases and crossing to one another. Now all is under military
rule: the poor remnant left of undergraduate life--poor mentally and
physically--this poor remnant counts for nothing. All that is best has
gone, gone voluntarily, eagerly, and the men who fill their places are
training for the Great Sacrifice. It's the most glorious and the most
terrible thing imaginable!"
May leaned down lower and the silence of the night seemed oppressive
when the Warden ceased speaking.
After a moment he said, "In the old days you would have heard some
far-off clock strike the hour, probably a thin, cracked voice, and then
it would have been followed by other voices. You would have heard them
jangle together, and then into their discordance you would have heard
the deep voice of 'Tom' breaking."
"But he is at his best," went on the Warden, "when he tolls the Clusius.
It is his right to toll it, and his alone. He speaks one hundred and one
times, slowly, solemnly and with authority, and then all the gates in
Oxford are closed."
Drops of rain fell lightly in at them, and May drew in her head.
"Oxford has become a city of memories to me," said the Warden, and he
put out his arm to draw in the window.
"That is only when you are sad," said May.
"Yes," said the Warden slowly, "it is only when I give way to gloom.
After all, this is a great time, it can be made a great time. If only
all men and women realised that it might be the beginning of the 'Second
Coming.' As it is, the chance may slip."
He pulled the window further in and secured it.
May pushed aside the curtain and went back into the glow and warmth of
the room.
She gathered up her knitting and thrust it into the bag.
"Are you going?" asked the Warden. He was standing now in the middle of
the room watching her.
"I'm going," said May.
"I've driven you away," he said, "by my dismal talk."
"Driven me away!" she repeated. "Oh no!" Her voice expressed a great
reproach, the reproach of one who has suffered too, and who has "dreamed
dreams." Surely he knew that she could understand!
"Forgive me!" he said, and held out his hand impulsively. At least it
seemed strangely impulsive in this self-contained man.
She put hers into it, withdrew it, and together they went to the door.
For the first time in her life May felt the sting of a strange new pain.
The open door led away from warmth and a world that was full and
satisfying--at least it would have led away from such a world--a world
new to her--only that she was saying "Good night" and not "Good-bye."
Later on she would have to say "Good-bye." How many days were there
before that--five whole days? She walked up the steps, and went into the
corridor. Louise was there, just coming towards her.
"Madame desires me to say good night," said Louise, giving May's face a
quick searching glance.
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