He fought against the memories that kept struggling back. He didn't
want to remember the excited voices of the commentators, the
descriptions of the crash in space, the long list of the dead. Only one
name on that list had any meaning for the ragged, homely youngster. His
heart and soul were burned and seared to one mass of scar. He would
become a captain. He would fight the space that had taken his gem. He
would fight it, and the men in it.
Brace sighed, and looked up at the stars. But was he fighting space?
Or was he fighting a memory, the memory of a girl? And what about this
girl--was he fighting her? Suddenly, he felt rotten, inside and out.
Brace looked down at the girl beside him. The kindly light of the stars
mellowed the outlines of her face. It could have been the face of
Cecelia. Starlight was kind, but no one could ever be so beautiful as
Cecelia, never. No, she wasn't Cecelia, yet in one way they were the
same, that same smallness and frailty against the backdrop of a cruel
space ship and its even crueler Captain.
He took a deep breath and straightened himself resolutely. "Wait here,"
he whispered hoarsely, and he quickly backed down the ladder to the
companionway.
* * * * *
As Brace entered the control room, Barrows looked up. "We've been
stalling that space-rat."
"Who?"
"Gartland!"
Brace stared at him blankly for a moment.
"Well, you shoved her out, didn't you?" Barrows asked, annoyed.
Brace pushed past him and walked to the communication panel. "Put him
on, Sparks."
The communication officer pressed the key before him several times.
There was a pause, then the opaque panel lit up with the thin face of
Gartland.
"Ah, Captain Brace. I thought you might miss our little rendezvous. We
had quite a time finding you."
"Well, I'm here!" Brace snarled. He didn't like him. It even made him
feel dirty to talk to him.
"I imagine you're a little surprised to see me."
"Hmmm," Brace murmured.
"Yes," Gartland continued, "I'm a little surprised myself. Well--the
S.P. and I were going to have a little trouble so--I decided to move.
If I'd known it, I could have--ah--removed your cargo on Titan."
Brace grunted at the face on the panel. "I'll bring it to you in a life
craft."
"Oh, that won't be necessary, Captain Brace."
"I WANT it that way!" Brace snapped.
Gartland shrugged. "All right, then. We'll hold our position. We're
about a thousand kilos sunward. Maybe I'll offer you a drink, if we've
got anything strong enough."
Brace cut the switch without answering and scowled. "Hold your
position!" he snapped to the pilot. He then looked at the impassive
face of Barrows, studying him. "You're in command," he said finally.
Ignoring the mate's curious stare, he turned and left.
* * * * *
Brace stood by the iron ladder in the companionway. "Come down, girl!"
he called.
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