They slept, locked together in the cranny of a massive buttress. The
man dreamed of his tame home-world.
* * * * *
He woke again into nightmare. In a twenty-foot fan-grove of the white
fungus they combed handfuls of black spores out of gill slots. The
birdshot-sized spores had a pleasant, nutty flavor.
With the strength more walking. _Use it, use it, burn the poison._ Day
faded above, and luminous night below came back to light the way. A
rocky ledge and another, and then a shallow ravine with a black stream
cascading. They drank and the man said, "We'll follow it, find an
upland clearing."
They heard rapid motion and crouched unbreathing while a stomper minced
by up ahead. It had a white crest.
On and on, fatigue the whip for greater fatigue and salvation at the
end of endurance. They passed wild humans. A statuesque woman with dull
eyes and yellow hair to her ankles, placidly feeding. Babies big as
four-year-old normals, by themselves, grazing on finger-shaped fungi.
An enormous human, fourteen feet tall, fat-enfolded, too ponderous to
stand even in low gravity, crawling through fungus beds. The man could
not tell its sex.
On and on, sleep and eat and travel and sleep, darkness above or
darkness below, outside of time. The stream lost, found again,
sourcing out finally under a great rock. And there, lodged in a black
sandbank, the man found a human thigh bone half his own height. He
scoured off the water mold with sand. He was armed.
The man walked ahead clutching his thigh bone, and the woman followed.
They slept clasped together naked all three, man, woman and thigh bone.
Stompers passed them and they crouched in sham feeding. The man prayed
without words, _both or neither_. And hatred grew in him.
Snakes and giant slugs and the beautiful, gigantic, mindless wild
humans, again and again, a familiar part of nightmare. The fat and
truly enormous humans; and the man learned they had been male once. He
remembered from far away where time was linear the voice of Grandfather
Man: _Some are beyond saving, and those they kill._
And a stomper passed, white crested, and far ahead a human voice cried
out in wordless pain and protest. The man was minded to deviate from
his line for fear of what they might see, but he did not. When they
came on the boy, larger than the man but beardless and without formed
muscles, the man looked at the tears dropping from the dull eyes
and the blood dropping from the mutilation and killed him with the
thigh bone. _Some are beyond saving._ And the hatred in him flamed to
whiteness.
On and on, day above and day below in recurrent clash of lights. A
white crested stomper paused and looked at them, crouched apart and
trembling. The man felt the deepest, most anguished fear of all and
beneath it, hatred surged until his teeth ached.
On and on. The man's stubble softened into beard, his hair touched his
ears. On and on.
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