Detective and mystery stories; English fiction -- 19th century
"I fear I have but a poor account to give you of our dear Gertrude.
Poor child! when I came into the room, and saw her looking so pale and
wan, and with great black circles round her eyes, I could scarcely
keep in my own tears. She gave a little cry of joy when she saw me,
and threw herself upon my neck; but a moment after, turned to the
writing table and tore open the letter I send you with this, and which
was lying ready for the post. The long-continued strain seems to have
been too much for her, and she had hardly written a line when her head
began to wander, as you will see from the conclusion of her postscript,
and in trying to write her husband's name she broke down altogether,
and went off into a fit of hysterics which lasted for several hours.
She is now, I am thankful to say, comparatively calm again, though at
times her head still wanders, and she seems quite unable to close her
eyes, but lies in her bed looking straight before her, and occasionally
talking to herself in a low voice, but without seeming to notice
anything. I have endeavoured, as far as I dared, to draw from her the
history of this sad affair, but can get nothing, poor child, but eager
assurances that it was 'all her fault,' and that 'indeed, indeed, _he_
was not to blame.' It seems as though my coming--though certainly a
great relief to her--had had the effect of putting her on her guard
lest anything should escape her unfavourable to her husband, and her
whole faculties seem to be concentrated in the endeavour to shield
him from reproach. I fear, however, there can be no doubt that he has
been very seriously to blame; indeed, from all I can gather, the fault
seems to have been entirely on his side. What is the precise history
of this unhappy business I have not been able to learn; but it seems
that Sir Edward, who is certainly a most violent young man, and I
fear also of a most jealous temperament, contracted some suspicion
with regard to that Mr. Hawker who so perseveringly persecuted poor
Gertrude the winter before last, and to have left Beechwood, after a
very distressing scene, in pursuit of him. Mr. Hawker is supposed to be
on the Continent, and it is known that Sir Edward took the Dover Road,
which, as you know, passes close by this place. This is all I can at
present learn with any certainty, though I hear but too much from the
servants, who are all in such a state of indignation at Sir Edward's
treatment of their mistress, that I have the utmost difficulty in
restraining it from finding some open vent. Should I hear more, I will
of course let you know at once; but meanwhile I cannot conceal from you
my deep anxiety for our dear Gertrude, whose poor little heart seems
quite broken, and for whom I am in hourly dread of the effect but too
likely to be produced, in her present delicate state, by the anxiety
and terror from which she is suffering.... You know how much I always
disliked the match, and I feel more than ever the impropriety of
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