Two thoughts ran through his head, shooting in and out and to and fro
among his complex sensations of pleasure. The first was that he had
never been in such a fix before, despite his enterprising habits. And
the second was that neither Elsie April nor anybody else connected with
his affairs in London had ever asked him whether he was married, nor
assumed by any detail of behaviour towards him that there existed the
possibility of his being married. Of course he might, had he chosen,
have informed a few of them that a wife and children possessed him, but
then, really, would not that have been equivalent to attaching a label
to himself "Married"?--a procedure which had to him the stamp of
provinciality.
Elsie April said nothing. And as she said nothing he was obliged to say
something, if only to prove to both of them that he was not a mere
tongue-tied provincial. He said:
"You know I feel awfully out of it here in this society of yours!"
"Out of it?" she exclaimed, and her voice thrilled as she resented his
self-depreciation.
"It’s over my head--right over it!"
"Now, Mr. Machin," she said, dropping somewhat that rich, low voice, "I
quite understand that there are some things about the society you don’t
like, trifles that you’re inclined to laugh at. _I_ know that. Many of
us know it. But it can’t be helped in an organisation like ours. It’s
even essential. Don’t be too hard on us. Don’t be sarcastic."
"But I’m not sarcastic!" he protested.
"Honest?" She turned to him quickly. He could descry her face in the
gloom, and the forward bend of her shoulders, and the backward sweep of
her arms resting on the seat, and the straight droop of her Egyptian
shawl from her inclined body.
"Honest!" he solemnly insisted.
The exchange of this single word was so intimate that it shifted their
conversation to a different level--a level at which each seemed to be
assuring the other that intercourse between them could never be aught
but utterly sincere thenceforward, and that indeed in future they would
constitute a little society of their own, ideal in its organisation.
"Then you’re too modest," she said decidedly. "There was no one here
to-night who’s more respected than you are. No one! Immediately I
first spoke to you--I daresay you don’t remember that afternoon at the
Grand Babylon Hotel--I knew you weren’t like the rest. And don’t I know
them? Don’t I know them?"
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