Phil had only the sense of being laid on something soft, with his
shoulders propped up against something still softer. Then they were
taking off his clothes. These people were very kind, but they could
not stop the hammers; nothing could. Perhaps they would let him slip
down, down, down, on that downy pillow till the hammers stopped. He
would tell them about the hammers; then they would understand why he
wanted to slip. So he tried to speak, though he was uttering only a
gurgle and he could not have heard his own voice if he had been
articulate. The hammers were drowning his voice with their beat. They
did not mean to let him slip. If he could not hear his own voice, how
could he expect the kind people to hear it?
A young surgeon used his stethoscope; then waited on his superior, Dr.
Smythe, to come before attempting any redressing.
"An eighth of an inch more would have done it!" said Dr. Smythe, as
they removed the bandages. "Why not the fraction? It would have been
more merciful."
"The Boches, they say, in such cases----" began the young doctor.
"We can't---and won't!" was the reply of the senior.
Phil felt that the hot sponge had been removed. He could breathe more
freely. More air in his lungs revived him. Shooting pains ran out in
forked tongues from the hammer-beats, bringing an acute consciousness
of why the sponge had been there. His hand went up involuntarily,
quickly, on its mission of discovery. The doctors, realising his
purpose, reached for it in common impulse, to save him from the truth,
but too late. The sense he had left, that of touch as acute as ever,
felt the moist and fractured horror. His arm hung a dead weight in the
surgeons' grip as they laid it back by his side on the cot. His brain
had been struck another stunning blow, such as it had received from the
shell. It rebounded with wild consciousness as he tried to lift
himself forward in delirious effort. But a strong hand was pressing
his forehead; other strong hands were forcing him back into place. The
hand on his forehead said to him: "It is useless; you cannot." And the
hammers had it, there in that soundless, dumb, sightless world of
torture.
Now he must pretend to yield; yes, he must keep one thing in mind.
They might hold his head up, but this would not prevent him from
slipping. He would will that he should slip and keep on willing it
till he reached the bottom of things. Yes, that had been done before
and he could do it. They could not make him live under the
hammers--live for such a monstrous future as he foresaw. Yes, just
will it and it would not take long to die; no, not long--a few hours,
perhaps. He was sure of this. Beat on, hammers, while you may; the
harder, the sooner the end.
"It's a chance for Bricktop to make good," said Dr. Smythe. "We've
heard so much of his wonders. Send for him."
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