Possibly Philip did know something about art, as the result of a good
deal of reading and his visits to galleries. Possibly, too, he had an
innate appreciation of it. To Helen, his interest had momentarily
rekindled the enthusiasm for her work which the war had stifled. As
they took up drawing after drawing, she rather than he was the critic.
"Bad, but I like that part, there!" she went on. "This is
sensational--not really good. Oh, cusses! Every time I look at that
one it seems worse, and I thought it was so good at the start! Smudgy,
but if you hold it off like that it's more like what I meant to do.
One knows what one wants to do and then one's stupid fingers will not."
He was interested and more than interested, if silent. He was looking
at her drawings and not her face. The effect was of the quality of her
mind wrought by the cunning of her hand, and her voice was that of
Henriette with a more emotional intonation than Henriette's, revealing
the quality which even the cunning of her hand could not interpret.
There was more than he had supposed in this cousin.
"Haven't you ever exhibited?" he asked.
As he looked around it was almost with the expectation of seeing
Henriette's face, which should go with Henriette's voice and the
fervour of her talk; Henriette in the glory of enthusiasm, the
enthusiasm which he knew she must possess and which he would like to
arouse. But it was the face of Helen, sunburned and plain--almost too
plain to have done such drawings.
"You think that I ought to?" she asked soberly. It was odd that she
should seek his opinion when she had had that of M. Vailliant. "I was
going to when the war came," she went on, still soberly. Then came the
burst of confidence and her features lighted, their mobility alive with
recollection as she told about the scene in the dining-room, forgetting
herself, mimicking M. Vailliant and her own fears and the climax. She
boasted of the thousand francs. She told him what she meant to do with
that perfectly enormous sum; how she was going on drawing as long as
she lived, caring for nothing else.
"Why wasn't she always like that?" Phil wondered. She ought to let her
emotions always shine out of her eyes, play in her features. Was she
really plain? He was unconscious of it; conscious only of her amazing
vitality which had a magnetism that made him the kind of rapt listener
which is the best urging to another flow of talk.
"Here you are holding that drawing like a waiter with a card on a
salver who can't get my lady to look up from her knitting!" she finally
exclaimed.
"Then I'll look at another," he said. "I certainly have luck in
cousins."
After her confidences the drawings had even more appeal. He seemed to
understand them better; her talk made him a sort of comrade in their
making. But she did not offer to do a charcoal of him. He suggested
it himself, as a companion souvenir for the portrait by Henriette.
"A profile!" she said.
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