"And it would be murder, then. It isn't now!"
"The distinction between war and homicide," Phil replied.
Helen was leaning her elbows on the table, her chin cupped in her
hands, all eyes, and eyes on fire. She compelled his attention.
"Did you see any one who was stopping to think why they were going to
war--why? why? Not what the papers print and the professors say and
the Kaiser prays--why in their own hearts? The reason that all the
other nonsense hides?"
"The Kaiser tells them that they are fighting in defence," said Phil.
"They take their reasons from him."
"Pardon me, that is no answer."
"Because the Germans are pigs--all are!" interjected Madame Ribot. "I
have never met one who wasn't, even their princes. They are spoiling
the Riviera."
"Conquest, though Rome, as I read my history, never called it that,"
Phil went on, keeping to Helen's theme. "They want their neighbours'
fields. It's a get-rich-quick sort of game in internationalism."
"And the French?"
"Only want to keep their fields, to keep their France!" he said. "This
was in every face, it seemed to me: to keep their France."
"So the French are in the right, not because we live with them and love
them, but at the very bar of justice!" said Helen. "All the peasants
in Mervaux are in the right! Oh, I'm glad that I am not a German! And
here we sit over our coffee so comfortably and those millions rushing
to death! What poor little mortals we are! How lacking in
imagination! Each with his little concerns in his own little hole--I
grieving because the war spoils my exhibition! No one thinks of the
agony of black years for the multitude of mothers and wives. It is too
ghastly! Not one wants to die! Who should want to die when the world
is so beautiful? Yet they go out to die!"
"Helen, you are overwrought!" said her mother. "There must be wars;
there always have been wars."
"One might say that about thistles," Helen replied half inaudibly,
staring at the tablecloth.
"And what can we do?" persisted Madame Ribot, who had held back her
protests less because of the spell of Helen's fervour than from a
hostess's politeness due to Phil's evident interest. "Yes, what would
you do, my dear? Become a _vivandiére_? Surely not nurse! You have
admitted that your nerves could not stand the sight of blood----"
Madame Ribot broke off. She did not like to think of the sight of
blood herself.
"Perhaps they would now," said Helen with some determination, after a
pause. "This is different."
"I am not sure!" Madame Ribot replied promptly, for her decision was
made that Helen should remain at Mervaux during the war. "And shan't
we go out of doors?"
"You feel very deeply," said Phil to Helen as they passed into the
grounds where, in utter stillness, the trees cast long shadows from the
light of the half moon.
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