The old lady shows her medalsBarrie, J. M. (James Matthew)
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The old lady shows her medals
Barrie, J. M. (James Matthew)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Drama
‘What makes us know all the new things, Roger?--the war. I’ll
tell you a secret. When we realised in August of 1914 that
myriads of us were to be needed, my first thought wasn’t that I
had a son, but that I must get fit myself.’
‘You!’
‘Funny, isn’t it?’ says Mr. Torrance quite nastily. ‘But, as I
tell you, I didn’t know I had ceased to be young. I went into
Regent’s Park and tried to run a mile.’
‘Lummy, you might have killed yourself.’
‘I nearly did--especially as I had put a weight on my shoulders
to represent my kit. I kept at it for a week, but I knew the
game was up. The discovery was pretty grim, Roger.’
‘Don’t you bother about that part of it. You are doing your
share, taking care of mother and Emma.’
Mr. Torrance emits a laugh of self-contempt. ‘I am not taking
care of them. It is you who are taking care of them. My friend,
you are the head of the house now.’
‘Father!’
‘Yes, we have come back to hard facts, and the defender of the
house is the head of it.’
‘Me? Fudge.’
‘It’s true. The thing that makes me wince most is that some
of my contemporaries have managed to squeeze back: back into
youth, Roger, though I guess they were a pretty tight fit in
the turnstile. There is Coxon; he is in khaki now, with his
hair dyed, and when he and I meet at the club we know that we
belong to different generations. I’m a decent old fellow, but I
don’t really count any more, while Coxon, lucky dog, is being
damned daily on parade.’
‘I hate your feeling it in that way, father.’
‘I don’t say it is a palatable draught, but when the war is
over we shall all shake down to the new conditions. No fear of
my being sarcastic to you then, Roger. I’ll have to be jolly
respectful.’
‘Shut up, father!’
‘You’ve begun, you see. Don’t worry, Roger. Any rawness I
might feel in having missed the chance of seeing whether I
was a man--like Coxon, confound him!--is swallowed up in the
pride of giving the chance to you. I’m in a shiver about you,
but----It’s all true, Roger, what your mother said about
2nd Lieutenants. Till the other day we were so little of a
military nation that most of us didn’t know there _were_ 2nd
Lieutenants. And now, in thousands of homes we feel that
there is nothing else. 2nd Lieutenant! It is like a new word
to us--one, I daresay, of many that the war will add to our
language. We have taken to it, Roger. If a son of mine were to
tarnish it----’
‘I’ll try not to,’ Roger growls.
‘If you did, I should just know that there had been something
wrong about me.’
Gruffly, ‘You’re all right.’
‘If I am, you are.’ It is a winning face that Mr. Torrance
turns on his son. ‘I suppose you have been asking yourself of
late, what if you were to turn out to be a funk!’
‘Father, how did you know?’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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