The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
The easiest thing to do was to comply; she sat down accordingly, and
he placed himself beside her. Then a sudden conviction came over her
that something was to follow; and with a sort of desperate hope of
stopping him, of avoiding a renewal of what was so painful, she began
to talk of other things, the season, the harvest, the people, any
thing for a subject. He listened in silence; his eyes were fixed on
the open doorway; he might have been counting the drops which fell
from the eaves, so steadily did he gaze that way. Her ideas,
unsupported by any help from him, necessarily came to an end; and when
she paused, it was his turn to speak.
“Hilary, tell me, once more let me speak; has my changeless devotion
no influence on you?”
She shook her head.
“None! yet of late you have seemed to encourage me; you have
accepted――at least you have not repelled――my attentions; you have
allowed me to distinguish you as my first object; you have permitted
those advances from my family which were intended to show how they
would welcome you as one of themselves; you have graced my _fête_ with
your presence; your name has already been whispered round the
neighborhood as the object, as the recipient of my vows: has not all
this given me a right to hope; does all this go for nothing, for
unmeaning form with you?”
“I do not understand your language, Mr. Huyton,” replied Hilary, in
great suprise; “your tone and manner are alike new and unpleasant. May
I ask you to drop this subject while we are compelled to remain
together here!”
“You would ask in vain; my happiness, my welfare in life, every hope
here and hereafter is bound up in the thoughts of you, in the wish to
make you my wife!”
She tried to stop him as he spoke, but her gentle interruption was
quite unheeded as he poured out his vehement declarations.
“Why have you refused to see me, shut yourself up, and banished me
from your house? What makes you, one so tender, loving, gentle as you,
what makes you so hard, so unpersuadable to me? What have I done that
you will not love me? What is there in me, about me, belonging to me,
that makes me disagreeable? And why this coquetry; at one time readily
listening, calmly permitting, if not encouraging, my devotion, then
denying me all interest, all concern; repulsing me entirely? Is this
fair! just! right! Hilary! Do you think those who witnessed your
peril, and your rescue, in my park, doubted the motives which nerved
my arm and warmed my heart? Do you think their plaudits were valued
for any thing besides the worth they might give me in your eyes? And,
Hilary, is my reward to be ever the no! no! no! which dooms me to
misery, despair, and heartless solitude?”
Mr. Huyton rose as he spoke, and stood before her in magnificent
desperation. She looked at him amazed; he was strangely altered. He
was no longer the humble suppliant; he seemed to think he had earned a
right other, that she was his in equity.
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