The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Mr. Huyton, you are unjust, and such language as this is strangely
unpleasant to hear. I do not know what claim you have to speak so. I
have never intentionally done any thing to give you hopes that I
should change as you wish. Again, I must ask you to be silent, or I
shall leave this shelter; I would rather encounter the storm without,
than listen to such words.”
“You do not know my claim? It is the claim of love, constant,
unchanging love, the love of years. Not the feeble growth of a week’s
intercourse; the every-day admiration, which at one moment
distinguishes its object, the next leaves it without a sigh or a
struggle; it is the passionate glowing devotion which rises beyond
every earthly consideration, which sets neither honor nor duty above
it――which knows no honor, owns no duty except that of loving
unchangeably and deeply. This is my claim, who can produce a better?
who has striven harder, longer, more devotedly, to make this love
apparent?”
“I will neither listen to, nor answer such language,” replied she,
decidedly; “let me pass.”
“I will not,” said he, placing himself in the door-way; “do you
suppose I would allow you to go out in this storm, expose yourself to
such risk? Sit still.”
“Then,” said Hilary, reseating herself, “as you are a man and a
gentleman, be silent.”
“You were not always so sternly resolute, Hilary!”
“Nor you so――” she stopped.
“So what? speak out, say what you mean at once,” said he, advancing
close to her.
“No, I shall not,” replied she, more gently; “I am sure that you do
not wish to give me pain, and that this unpleasant topic will be
dropped henceforth.”
“But do you not pity me?” ejaculated he, seating himself again by her
side, and clasping her hand so firmly that she could not withdraw it.
“Yes.”
“And nothing more, Hilary? esteem, regard, kindly feelings, are all
these gone, or did you never entertain them toward me?”
“You did not ask for these, Mr. Huyton; you asked for love, which
alone I could not give.”
“Are you sure?” said he, gazing intently at her. “Are you certain that
it is not pride of consistency, or ignorance of your own feelings
which misleads you? Do you know what love is, Hilary?”
“I do,” said she, in desperation, resolved, even at the risk of
raising an indignant jealousy, which she instinctively dreaded, to end
his painful importunity. “I know what love is, and that I do not feel
it for you.”
“Hilary! Hilary!” cried he, in the wildest excitement, and more firmly
than ever grasping her hand; “do you mean!――what am I to understand by
that avowal?”
“That I have no love to give you, Mr. Huyton――my hand and my heart are
another’s.” Her blushes confirmed her words.
“And who has dared to step between me and my object?” said he, slowly,
while his face grew dark with rising passion and jealousy. “Is it, can
it be Captain Hepburn?――there is no other.”
“It is,” she tried to say, but the words hardly passed her lips; she
was frightened by his look and tone.
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