The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“His will be done,” said Mrs. Duncan, raising her eyes, and fixing
them on the glowing west. “Life and death are in His hands; but,
Hilary, it will neither increase my danger, nor my anxiety, if I give
you such directions as may be your help and guide hereafter. It is a
great charge, a heavy responsibility which will fall on you, should I
be taken from you, but one which will not be laid on you, unless He
sees good; and received from Him in a humble, trusting, loving spirit,
the event will be blessed. In my weakness and want of faith, I shrink
from the idea, sometimes; but I know that all is, all will be right,
if you can but believe, and feel it so. Nothing He lays on us is too
heavy to bear, if we do not add to it the burden of our own selfish
repinings, mistrust, and impatience.”
“Oh! mamma, it can not be best to be without you; such a trial can not
be in store for us; for my father too――how could he bear it? and
surely be so good, so heavenly-minded, so tender as he is――oh! he can
not need affliction; do not talk so, mamma, do not fancy such things;
you will do yourself harm by dwelling on it.”
Mrs. Duncan’s eyes filled, and her lip quivered for a minute; she was
silent a little space, and then she spoke again, calmly, firmly,
gravely.
“Hilary, ever since I have filled your mother’s place, I have met with
the duty and affection of a daughter from you. I came to you when you
were too young to understand my claims, but I have never had to
complain, so far as our relationship is concerned. Be ever the same!
do not now, by giving way to your feelings, make it more difficult for
me to control my own. Try to listen to what may be my last wishes.”
Hilary clasped her step-mother’s hand, struggled with her rising
tears, swallowed down a sob or two, and then turning quietly round,
said――“Go on, dear mother! I will attend, and endeavor to remember.”
“Young as you are, Hilary, I do not fear to trust you, for I know that
you have that within you which will lead you right. Experience,
indeed, you can not have, and you may mistake sometimes; but with your
earnest love of truth, your simplicity, candor, gentleness, and
humility, you can not go very far wrong; and I would rather confide my
girls to you, than to many an elder head. I know that you will lean on
the true, unfailing Support――that you will not trust your own
understanding.”
“Dear mother, if I have any good principle or right habit, I owe it to
you and papa; what should I have been, had you not led me so kindly
and gently in childhood?” said Hilary, blushing at the praise which
she could not believe she deserved.
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