The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
Anger against Maurice for being more conscientious than herself;
regret for her own share in the past; gratified female vanity; a
desire of retaliation, disguised under a pretense of repentance, all
urged her on at this moment; and she allowed the advances of her new
lover with a graceful and encouraging simplicity, which at once
surprised him, and pleased her father.
“Mr. Barham,” said the visitor, after awhile, “I am going into the
library to look for that book you promised me; I know exactly where to
find it, I believe.”
He went, and the father taking immediate advantage of his absence,
with no small degree of gratified pride and ambition, which he mistook
entirely for parental affection, proceeded forthwith to detail to his
daughter the pleasing intelligence that Mr. Huyton had that very
evening made proposals for her hand; that nothing could be more
agreeable than such an alliance; it was a noble offer, and made in a
noble spirit; the settlements would be every thing that could be
desired; and as to the gentleman himself, there could not be two
opinions as to his character, or two sentiments as to his good
qualities.
Dora listened in profound silence, with rosy cheeks and downcast eyes,
and fingers nervously playing with the tassel of the sofa cushion;
but, in spite of her external quietness, there was the fiercest war in
her heart. Love, anger, remorse, ambition, fear, doubt, vanity, all
struggled there. To refuse at once, and without a reason, a suitor
whom but just now she had visibly encouraged, was, she fancied,
impossible; to assign the real cause of the reluctance, she could not
but feel was more so still; better, she thought, it would be to
temporize, to adopt half measures, to conceal what she dared not own,
to brave what she could hardly endure to contemplate; to secure peace
and tranquillity for the present at least, come what would of the
future. To say yes, now, was not to bind herself irrevocably; to
accept Mr. Huyton as a suitor, by no means made it inevitable that she
should become his wife; circumstances might occur, unforeseen,
incalculable, to release her from an engagement; and meantime, perhaps
Maurice would regret his conduct, would wish he had not refused the
promise she had offered to make, would――she hardly knew what she
wished or expected, except the single desire to alarm him and arouse
his jealousy, by making him fear to lose her.
With these ideas floating in her mind, she at length brought herself
to the point of speaking, and when her father closed his harangue, she
looked up and said:
“Please, papa, tell Mr. Huyton I am much honored and happy, and――and
all that sort of thing.”
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