The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“You need not agitate yourself so, my dear little Dora,” said he,
smiling graciously, for Dora ended by a fit of tears; “there is no
occasion to be unhappy, I am sure; you do quite right to accept Mr.
Huyton’s proposal; but although I am ready to be your messenger, we
must not forget propriety and honor in the message. Desirable as the
connection is, we need not rush at it, as if we thought ourselves
receiving, and not bestowing a compliment. You must allow me to alter
the words, although not the meaning of your answer.”
“As you please, sir,” said Dora, faintly; rebellious recollections
were rising in her heart; and she had a struggle at that moment not to
shriek out a negative.
“I shall go and speak to Mr. Huyton,” said the father, quite
unconscious of his daughter’s agitation.
She was left alone, and burying her face in the cushions, she gave way
to the bitterest tears.
She was insensible to outward objects; memory had gone back to the
sunny days at Hurstdene, or tortured her with the happy hours so
recently spent on board the _Erratic_; she sobbed and trembled
violently, then thought again of the past, and thought was followed by
fresh agitation. In this state she was lying when her hand was touched
by some one, and starting up, she saw Charles Huyton beside her.
She felt guilty, and hurriedly tried to hide her emotion and drive
away her tears; could she have seen into his heart, she would have
discovered that these accompaniments to their betrothal were but too
suitable and fitting. She did glance at his face, and saw how little
his eyes wore the expression she thought that love should wear. They
were gloomy, sad, full rather of harsh resolve than joyful hopes. An
idea struck her suddenly. This abrupt proposal, this unhappy
appearance, whence did they spring? Had he loved her long, did he
really love her now? Was not Hilary the real object of his affections?
Had this new resolve any thing to do with her marriage? It rushed
through her mind that it was despair, not love, which prompted him,
and that though she might now accept his hand, he would himself, when
the moment of pique was over, be the first to regret this step, and,
perhaps, would not only be ready to cancel the engagement, but would
be glad to resign her to another.
She dried her eyes; he cleared his brow; he spoke of love, esteem,
honor; she listened, blushing, and faltered out an acquiescence, which
he read her too correctly not to see was half reluctant. But the
reluctance neither surprised nor distressed him. He knew he had a
rival to supplant, and it would have been but half a triumph to have
had her accept him readily. More decided opposition would have been
not unwelcome. But he knew her to be light and volatile; her
sailor-lover’s feelings were of a firmer texture, and so were his
sister’s also, and these were the hearts he sought to wound.
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