The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“It might not be a wrong influence; I meant no harm! I know that,
though angry at your marriage, he still looks up to you, respects you,
esteems you above all other women; and a word from you, such as you
have spoken just now to me, would, perhaps, awaken him to a sense of
right and wrong, might arouse some remorse and repentance before it is
too late.”
“Dear Dora, I believe you to be most entirely mistaken; and even could
I with propriety speak, the opportunity may never occur, and your
conduct, your decision, ought not to depend upon the chance of my
speaking, or the possibility of my influencing him. Act for yourself;
follow your own sense of duty, and dare to be true even at last.”
Dora sighed heavily, and turned away. More Hilary said to the same
purpose, but in vain; Miss Barham continued uncertain and miserably
undecided, and when at length she quitted the Vicarage, it was with no
assurance that she would not, after all, pursue the dangerous road
that she was treading.
Her last words were:
“Oh, Hilary, why did you not love and marry him, then we might all
have been happy!”
The sisters’ residence at the Vicarage was rapidly drawing to a close.
A long farewell had been said to every well-known forest nook and
glade, each beloved haunt of bygone days; a sad leave had been taken
of each parishioner, each lowly friend and affectionate well-wisher,
many parting tokens had been humbly but kindly offered, from those who
had known them from childhood, or begged as precious memorials of the
late Vicar and his daughters, by the sorrowful parishioners, who still
grieved for their best friend. The last Sunday came, and they knelt
for the last time on the spot where for years their devotions had been
offered up. Every look was now a pain, every action almost caused a
pang, and both sisters ardently wished the time were come which should
put an end to the sorrowful dream in which they now seemed to move.
There was no outward demonstration of their grief, it wore the calm,
grave, torpid aspect, that a dull November day presents, when the sky
is all shrouded in a somber vail of gray, and the distant hills wear
the same heavy tint; while no wind moves through the half-bare trees,
or wakens the waters to life. Over such a scene silence and stillness
brood, the silence of death-like sleep, made only more apparent as the
soft rustle of a falling leaf catches the ear, or the eye is attracted
by its movement, as it calmly floats to the dull earth beneath.
The afternoon of Monday, the last afternoon they were to spend in
their old home, Hilary walked down alone to visit for the last time
the graves of those so dear to her, and look once more on the favorite
spot where many a peaceful hour had been spent.
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