The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Dora, if you had stood as I so recently did by a death-bed, if you
had witnessed how solemn a thing it is to prepare to render up the
soul, how the weakness of the body prostrates the powers of the mind,
and how even the humblest, truest faith, does not exclude bitter
penitence for failings long past and errors known besides only to the
Great Creator, you would not, you could not, wish to rush unprepared
to such a solemn work as dying. Think, Dora, if after such a life as
my father’s, there was so much regret for misspent moments, such
humble acknowledgment of unfulfilled duties, think what it would be to
face our end, because we are too weak to suffer for the truth; what
madness to call on death to save us from earthly fears, and dare to
face our Judge, because we will not do our duty here, from dread of a
fellow-creature’s censure! oh, Dora, consider!”
“Tell me about your father, Hilary,” said Dora, in a broken voice, and
hiding her eyes against her friend’s knees; and Mrs. Hepburn thinking
that, perhaps, to turn her thoughts from herself might be useful,
related such particulars of Mr. Duncan’s death-bed as she believed
might soothe and interest her auditor. She was seriously alarmed for
Dora’s state of mind. There was a restlessness in her eyes, a nervous
twitching of her muscles, a variation in her complexion, and other
similar symptoms, which she thought indicated extreme mental
excitement; and her wildly variable manner, her sudden changes of
subject in conversation, and her extraordinary tones, confirmed these
fears. She appeared, so far as Hilary could judge, like one on the
brink of a violent fever; and the thought passed through her mind,
that, perhaps, the marriage she so deeply deprecated, might, after
all, be arrested by causes over which even Mr. Huyton had no control.
Dora sat for some time profoundly silent, and, except for the
occasional deep heaving of her breast, quite composed outwardly. At
length, when Mrs. Hepburn ceased speaking, she slowly rose, and after
kissing her two or three times, she walked away to the window, and
stood there looking out in silence. Then she said, but without turning
round:
“Hilary, if there is one person whose influence could induce Charles
Huyton to break off this hateful marriage, one who could soften his
heart, and lead him to have pity on me, on Maurice, on himself, it is
_you_. If you would intercede for us!”
“Dora,” said Hilary, hurriedly interrupting her, “you mistake; you are
not thinking of what you are saying. I can have no such power as you
suppose; and for me to interfere in any way with him, would be alike
useless and impossible. I can do you no good.”
“Ah, you do not know――his former feeling for you is still――”
“Hush, Dora; if former feeling for me exists, it is an insult and a
wrong to hear of it; an insult to me, a wrong to my husband. What
influence could the wife of Captain Hepburn exercise over the mind of
Mr. Huyton, in such a cause?”
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