The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
She looked up again, but her eyes fell under his once more, for she
read there something which gave her no pleasure, although it
occasioned her surprise. The idea for the first time flashed across
her, that he loved her, and, quick as thought can go, her mind took in
at once all the probable consequences of such a circumstance; the pain
and disappointment to him, the interrupted intercourse, the loss to
their society, which his absence would occasion, what Maurice would
think, and whether he would wish it either one way or the other. The
silence was not of more than a minute’s duration, but her mind
traveled far and fast during that interval. One idea did not occur to
her; that was the possibility of marrying Mr. Huyton; she did not
raise the question.
His thoughts had not gone so far, they were all concentrated round
her, watching the changing color of her cheeks, and the long
eye-lashes which rested on them. He was partly thinking how pretty she
was, partly wondering what she was feeling. Of course he had to speak
again.
“Hilary, I love you. Ever since the moment when I suddenly saw you
standing alone in the forest, like some unearthly being, like one of
those angels of whom you are so fond of talking, you, and you only,
have filled my heart. I have lived for you, worked for you, thought of
you all day, dreamed of you at night, watched your progress to
perfection with an intenseness of admiration you little guessed; dwelt
on your image when absent, loved your very shadow, doted on you with a
heart which never, never loved before.”
“Hush! Mr. Huyton,” said she, gravely; “these are wild words, not
language for one human creature to use to another; and to _me_, if I
did not know you too well, I should think you meant to mock me; do not
talk so!”
“Mock you! praise can not come near your merits; words are too cold;
in that sense they may be unfit to be addressed to you; as any attempt
to paint a rainbow is mockery. But my meaning is most sincere,
earnest, true. I love you!”
He held her hand in both of his, and looked in her face with all the
eloquence of which his very handsome eyes were capable; but she shook
her head.
“I do not love you, Mr. Huyton――at least, not in that way;” ending her
sentence abruptly, and with crimson cheeks, which made him think her
mistaken.
“You do not _hate_ me?” said he, perseveringly detaining the hand she
endeavored to withdraw; “tell me, am I disagreeable to you?”
“Hate you! oh, no; you are so good and kind to me and mine; and
Maurice loves you so, I could not _hate_ you; but I am so sorry, so
very sorry, that you can not think of me as I do of you; liking,
wishing well to, esteeming one another, being friends and no more.”
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