The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
But it was much easier for Hilary to promise to make no difference
toward him, than to keep her word, although she fully intended to do
so; it was simply impossible. A conscious shyness took the place of
her former open friendliness; she dreaded being alone with him,
carefully avoided sitting near him, dropped her German lessons, gave
up her drawing for the indispensable business of making frocks for the
school-children, and was uncommonly silent in his company. He saw all
this clearly enough, and he saw she could not help it; he did not
blame her; he rather loved her the better for the bashfulness which
made her shrink from him. It gave more interest to his pursuit; he no
longer had the certainty of unchecked intercourse, but there was more
excitement, more difficulty, and therefore more amusement as well as
novelty. Sometimes he spent a whole afternoon at the Vicarage, without
winning from her one open, straightforward smile; or obtaining even
five minutes’ conversation, unrestrained by her sisters’ presence.
Any eyes less dim than her father’s had lately become, or more awake
than her young sisters, must have noticed the very great change in
their mutual manners; the absolute and unreserved devotion on his
part, the shrinking timidity and constraint on hers. Poor Hilary! she
would have been very glad had her father noticed these circumstances;
she wanted some one to counsel her, to teach her how to escape from
the embarrassment in which she found herself; but she could not break
her word, and her father saw nothing of what was passing.
However, things came to a crisis at last. Mr. Huyton took it into his
head to add cloaks and bonnets to the set of new frocks which Hilary
was getting ready for her little scholars. Of course he had a right to
do so if he pleased, and Miss Duncan could not have objected, if he
had not taken pains to let her know that it was done for her sake, and
to please her. What could she do? he had mentioned it to her father,
had received his cordial approval, and his ready promise that Hilary
should co-operate, and assist his ignorance. She sat by in silence,
until appealed to by Mr. Huyton, who suggested that she should take on
herself all the active and responsible part of the distribution.
Hilary felt that to do so would be giving a tacit encouragement to his
wishes, such as she could not conscientiously bestow. If he had only
_not_ hinted that he did it for her, it would have been possible; but
after that, she could not accept the office.
She replied, gravely, that she would furnish the necessary details,
but that she thought Mr. Huyton’s housekeeper would probably be far
better able than herself to superintend the purchasing and making up
of the articles of her master’s bounty.
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