The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Again, and I trust for the last time, let me say, I thank
you for your good wishes, but my plans, my intentions are
unchanged. I deeply regret having been the cause of so much
disappointment to you. Our duties henceforth must keep a
separate path. Mine is too clear to be mistaken; nor am I
making any sacrifice in my resolution; my wishes, my hopes
of peace and happiness all point to remaining as I am, as
clearly as my sense of right, and my convictions of duty.
Now will you allow me, as the only return I can make for
your attachment and kind wishes, to say one word to you
about what your _duty_ is? Is it right for you to throw on
me the decision of what it should be? you know, whatever you
may say, you can not really make me responsible for what I
can not help.
“Must you renounce your country and your home, because you
must renounce my society? I asked you _not_ to come to the
Vicarage; I did not bid you go to Dresden――neither do I tell
you _not_ to go there. If your mother’s family have claims
on you, of course you must attend to them; if the claims of
others are pre-eminent, should you not give them their due
place?
“Does it become any of us, poor, short-sighted, weak
individuals to quarrel with our station in life, and because
Providence denies us one thing we wish for, should we fret
like a pettish child, and throw aside every other blessing
in angry disgust? Pardon me for writing thus to you; I
should not have presumed to do so, but for the part of your
letter in which you call on me to decide. Mr. Huyton, when
you have hereafter to answer for your conduct, will it be a
good plea that you gave up the helm of your mind to another
hand, one which could not guide you rightly?
“Now, farewell. I trust that we shall each be led right in
our separate ways, and if I can give you nothing else, I
will, at least, give you my poor prayers for a blessing on
you, in return for the kind wishes you have expressed for my
family, and the favors you have conferred on them.
“H. D.”
This answer dispatched, of its results she knew nothing, except that
Charles Huyton left the country with the intention of going abroad;
and this information was conveyed by a servant, who brought over a
little parcel, directed to Miss Sybil Duncan. There was the key of his
library, and an order to his gardener to admit Mr. Duncan’s family,
when and where they pleased, in his grounds, a privilege accorded to
no one else. Hilary was glad of this little proof of kindness, it
shewed that he did not resent her answer; and she trusted that she was
acting from right motives, whatever his course might be.
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