Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
It was the Hatfield Hotel, in Salisbury Street, between the Strand and
the river. Both street and hotel are now gone, lost in the vast
foundations of the Savoy and the Cecil; but the type of the Hatfield
lingers with ever-increasing shabbiness in Jermyn Street. In 1866, with
its dark passages and crooked stairs, its candles, its carpets and
stuffs which had outlived their patterns, its narrow dining-room where
a thousand busy flies ate together at one long table, its acrid
stagnant atmosphere, and its disturbing sensation of dirt everywhere
concealing itself, it stood forth in rectitude as a good average modern
hotel. The patched and senile drabness of the bedroom made an
environment that emphasized Sophia's flashing youth. She alone in it
was unsullied.
There was a knock at the door, apparently gay and jaunty. But she
thought, truly: "He's nearly as nervous as I am!" And in her sick
nervousness she coughed, and then tried to take full possession of
herself. The moment had at last come which would divide her life as a
battle divides the history of a nation. Her mind in an instant swept
backwards through an incredible three months.
The schemings to obtain and to hide Gerald's letters at the shop, and
to reply to them! The far more complex and dangerous duplicity
practised upon her majestic aunt at Axe! The visits to the Axe
post-office! The three divine meetings with Gerald at early morning by
the canal-feeder, when he had told her of his inheritance and of the
harshness of his uncle Boldero, and with a rush of words had spread
before her the prospect of eternal bliss! The nights of fear! The
sudden, dizzy acquiescence in his plan, and the feeling of universal
unreality which obsessed her! The audacious departure from her aunt's,
showering a cascade of appalling lies! Her dismay at Knype Station! Her
blush as she asked for a ticket to London! The ironic, sympathetic
glance of the porter, who took charge of her trunk! And then the
thunder of the incoming train! Her renewed dismay when she found that
it was very full, and her distracted plunge into a compartment with six
people already in it! And the abrupt reopening of the carriage-door and
that curt inquisition from an inspector: "Where for, please? Where for?
Where for?" Until her turn was reached: "Where for, miss?" and her weak
little reply: "Euston"! And more violent blushes! And then the long,
steady beating of the train over the rails, keeping time to the rhythm
of the unanswerable voice within her breast: "Why are you here? Why are
you here?" And then Rugby; and the awful ordeal of meeting Gerald, his
entry into the compartment, the rearrangement of seats, and their
excruciatingly painful attempts at commonplace conversation in the
publicity of the carriage! (She had felt that that part of the
enterprise had not been very well devised by Gerald.) And at last
London; the thousands of cabs, the fabulous streets, the general roar,
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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