Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
all dream-surpassing, intensifying to an extraordinary degree the
obsession of unreality, the illusion that she could not really have
done what she had done, that she was not really doing what she was
doing!
Supremely and finally, the delicious torture of the clutch of terror at
her heart as she moved by Gerald's side through the impossible
adventure! Who was this rash, mad Sophia? Surely not herself!
The knock at the door was impatiently repeated.
"Come in," she said timidly.
Gerald Scales came in. Yes, beneath that mien of a commercial traveller
who has been everywhere and through everything, he was very nervous. It
was her privacy that, with her consent, he had invaded. He had engaged
the bedroom only with the intention of using it as a retreat for Sophia
until the evening, when they were to resume their travels. It ought not
to have had any disturbing significance. But the mere disorder on the
washstand, a towel lying on one of the cane chairs, made him feel that
he was affronting decency, and so increased his jaunty nervousness. The
moment was painful; the moment was difficult beyond his skill to handle
it naturally.
Approaching her with factitious ease, he kissed her through her veil,
which she then lifted with an impulsive movement, and he kissed her
again, more ardently, perceiving that her ardour was exceeding his.
This was the first time they had been alone together since her flight
from Axe. And yet, with his worldly experience, he was naive enough to
be surprised that he could not put all the heat of passion into his
embrace, and he wondered why he was not thrilled at the contact with
her! However, the powerful clinging of her lips somewhat startled his
senses, and also delighted him by its silent promise. He could smell
the stuff of her veil, the sarsenet of her bodice, and, as it were
wrapped in these odours as her body was wrapped in its clothes, the
faint fleshly perfume of her body itself. Her face, viewed so close
that he could see the almost imperceptible down on those fruit-like
cheeks, was astonishingly beautiful; the dark eyes were exquisitely
misted; and he could feel the secret loyalty of her soul ascending to
him. She was very slightly taller than her lover; but somehow she hung
from him, her body curved backwards, and her bosom pressed against his,
so that instead of looking up at her gaze he looked down at it. He
preferred that; perfectly proportioned though he was, his stature was a
delicate point with him. His spirits rose by the uplift of his senses.
His fears slipped away; he began to be very satisfied with himself. He
was the inheritor of twelve thousand pounds, and he had won this unique
creature. She was his capture; he held her close, permittedly scanning
the minutiae of her skin, permittedly crushing her flimsy silks.
Something in him had forced her to lay her modesty on the altar of his
desire. And the sun brightly shone. So he kissed her yet more ardently,
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