Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"Yes," he said. "Chirac has to go. He's on a newspaper now. He was an
architect when I knew him. He's got to go and he thinks himself jolly
lucky. So I thought I'd go with him."
The truth was that he had definitely arranged to go.
"Not to see the execution?" she stammered.
"Why not? I've always wanted to see an execution, especially with the
guillotine. And executions are public in France. It's quite the proper
thing to go to them."
"But why do you want to see an execution?"
"It just happens that I do want to see an execution. It's a fancy of
mine, that's all. I don't know that any reason is necessary," he said,
pouring out water into the diminutive ewer.
She was aghast. "And shall you leave me here alone?"
"Well," said he, "I don't see why my being married should prevent me
from doing something that I've always wanted to do. Do you?"
"Oh NO!" she eagerly concurred.
"That's all right," he said. "You can do exactly as you like. Either
stay here, or come with me. If you go to Auxerre there's no need at all
for you to see the execution. It's an interesting old town--cathedral
and so on. But of course if you can't bear to be in the same town as a
guillotine, I'll go alone. I shall come back to-morrow."
It was plain where his wish lay. She stopped the phrases that came to
her lips, and did her best to dismiss the thoughts which prompted them.
"Of course I'll go," she said quietly. She hesitated, and then went up
to the washstand and kissed a part of his cheek that was not soapy.
That kiss, which comforted and somehow reassured her, was the
expression of a surrender whose monstrousness she would not admit to
herself.
In the rich and dusty drawing-room, Chirac and Chirac's exquisite
formalities awaited her. Nobody else was there.
"My husband ..." she began, smiling and blushing. She liked Chirac.
It was the first time she had had the opportunity of using that word to
other than a servant. It soothed her and gave her confidence. She
perceived after a few moments that Chirac did genuinely admire her;
more, that she inspired him with something that resembled awe. Speaking
very slowly and distinctly she said that she should travel with her
husband to Auxerre; as he saw no objection to that course; implying
that if he saw no objection she was perfectly satisfied. Chirac was
concurrence itself. In five minutes it seemed to be the most natural
and proper thing in the world that, on her honeymoon, she should be
going with her husband to a particular town because a notorious
murderer was about to be decapitated there in public.
"My husband has always wanted to see an execution," she said, later.
"It would be a pity to ..."
"As psychological experience," replied Chirac, pronouncing the p of the
adjective, "it will be very interessant.... To observe one's self, in
such circumstances ..." He smiled enthusiastically.
She thought how strange even nice Frenchmen were. Imagine going to an
execution in order to observe yourself!
II
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