Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"Because I won't." The curling line of her lips, as they closed on each
other, said all the rest; all the cruel truths about his unspeakable,
inane, coarse follies, his laziness, his excesses, his lies, his
deceptions, his bad faith, his truculence, his improvidence, his
shameful waste and ruin of his life and hers. She doubted whether he
realized his baseness and her wrongs, but if he could not read them in
her silent contumely, she was too proud to recite them to him. She had
never complained, save in uncontrolled moments of anger.
"If that's the way you're going to talk--all right!" he snapped,
furious. Evidently he was baffled.
She kept silence. She was determined to see what he would do in the
face of her inaction.
"You know, I'm not joking," he pursued. "We shall starve."
"Very well," she agreed. "We shall starve."
She watched him surreptitiously, and she was almost sure that he really
had come to the end of his tether. His voice, which never alone
convinced, carried a sort of conviction now. He was penniless. In four
years he had squandered twelve thousand pounds, and had nothing to show
for it except an enfeebled digestion and a tragic figure of a wife. One
small point of satisfaction there was--and all the Baines in her
clutched at it and tried to suck satisfaction from it--their manner of
travelling about from hotel to hotel had made it impossible for Gerald
to run up debts. A few debts he might have, unknown to her, but they
could not be serious.
So they looked at one another, in hatred and despair. The inevitable
had arrived. For months she had fronted it in bravado, not concealing
from herself that it lay in waiting. For years he had been sure that
though the inevitable might happen to others it could not happen to
him. There it was! He was conscious of a heavy weight in his stomach,
and she of a general numbness, enwrapping her fatigue. Even then he
could not believe that it was true, this disaster. As for Sophia she
was reconciling herself with bitter philosophy to the eccentricities of
fate. Who would have dreamed that she, a young girl brought up, etc?
Her mother could not have improved the occasion more uncompromisingly
than Sophia did--behind that disdainful mask.
"Well--if that's it...!" Gerald exploded at length, puffing. And he
puffed out of the room and was gone in a second.
II
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