Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"If you will extinguish the candle," said Sophia.
He had deserted her, then!
"All this," she reflected, listening in the dark to the ceaseless
rattle of the street, "because mother and Constance wanted to see the
elephant, and I had to go into father's room! I should never have
caught sight of him from the drawing-room window!"
IV
She passed a night of physical misery, exasperated by the tireless
rattling vitality of the street. She kept saying to herself: "I'm all
alone now, and I'm going to be ill. I am ill." She saw herself dying in
Paris, and heard the expressions of facile sympathy and idle curiosity
drawn forth by the sight of the dead body of this foreign woman in a
little Paris hotel. She reached the stage, in the gradual excruciation
of her nerves, when she was obliged to concentrate her agonized mind on
an intense and painful expectancy of the next new noise, which when it
came increased her torture and decreased her strength to support it.
She went through all the interminable dilatoriness of the dawn, from
the moment when she could scarcely discern the window to the moment
when she could read the word 'Bock' on the red circlet of paper which
had tossed all night on the sea of the counterpane. She knew she would
never sleep again. She could not imagine herself asleep; and then she
was startled by a sound that seemed to clash with the rest of her
impressions. It was a knocking at the door. With a start she perceived
that she must have been asleep.
"Enter," she murmured.
There entered the menial in alpaca. His waxen face showed a morose
commiseration. He noiselessly approached the bed--he seemed to have
none of the characteristics of a man, but to be a creature infinitely
mysterious and aloof from humanity--and held out to Sophia a visiting
card in his grey hand.
It was Chirac's card.
"Monsieur asked for monsieur," said the waiter. "And then, as monsieur
had gone away he demanded to see madame. He says it is very important."
Her heart jumped, partly in vague alarm, and partly with a sense of
relief at this chance of speaking to some one whom she knew. She tried
to reflect rationally.
"What time is it?" she inquired.
"Eleven o'clock, madame."
This was surprising. The fact that it was eleven o'clock destroyed the
remains of her self-confidence. How could it be eleven o'clock, with
the dawn scarcely finished?
"He says it is very important," repeated the waiter, imperturbably and
solemnly. "Will madame see him an instant?"
Between resignation and anticipation she said: "Yes."
"It is well, madame," said the waiter, disappearing without a sound.
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