Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
She sat up and managed to drag her matinee from a chair and put it
around her shoulders. Then she sank back from weakness, physical and
spiritual. She hated to receive Chirac in a bedroom, and particularly
in that bedroom. But the hotel had no public room except the
dining-room, which began to be occupied after eleven o'clock. Moreover,
she could not possibly get up. Yes, on the whole she was pleased to see
Chirac. He was almost her only acquaintance, assuredly the only being
whom she could by any stretch of meaning call a friend, in the whole of
Europe. Gerald and she had wandered to and fro, skimming always over
the real life of nations, and never penetrating into it. There was no
place for them, because they had made none. With the exception of
Chirac, whom an accident of business had thrown, into Gerald's company
years before, they had no social relations. Gerald was not a man to
make friends; he did not seem to need friends, or at any rate to feel
the want of them. But, as chance had given him Chirac, he maintained
the connection whenever they came to Paris. Sophia, of course, had not
been able to escape from the solitude imposed by existence in hotels.
Since her marriage she had never spoken to a woman in the way of
intimacy. But once or twice she had approached intimacy with Chirac,
whose wistful admiration for her always aroused into activity her
desire to charm.
Preceded by the menial, he came into the room hurriedly,
apologetically, with an air of acute anxiety. And as he saw her lying
on her back, with flushed features, her hair disarranged, and only the
grace of the silk ribbons of her matinee to mitigate the melancholy
repulsiveness of her surroundings, that anxiety seemed to deepen.
"Dear madame," he stammered, "all my excuses!" He hastened to the
bedside and kissed her hand--a little peek according to his custom.
"You are ill?"
"I have my migraine," she said. "You want Gerald?"
"Yes," he said diffidently. "He had promised----"
"He has left me," Sophia interrupted him in her weak and fatigued
voice. She closed her eyes as she uttered the words.
"Left you?" He glanced round to be sure that the waiter had retired.
"Quitted me! Abandoned me! Last night!"
"Not possible!" he breathed.
She nodded. She felt intimate with him. Like all secretive persons, she
could be suddenly expansive at times.
"It is serious?" he questioned.
"All that is most serious," she replied.
"And you ill! Ah, the wretch! Ah, the wretch! That, for example!" He
waved his hat about.
"What is it you want, Chirac?" she demanded, in a confidential tone.
"Eh, well," said Chirac. "You do not know where he has gone?"
"No. What do you want?" she insisted.
He was nervous. He fidgetted. She guessed that, though warm with
sympathy for her plight, he was preoccupied by interests and
apprehensions of his own. He did not refuse her request temporarily to
leave the astonishing matter of her situation in order to discuss the
matter of his visit.
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