Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"We have been very good friends," he said. "I have always admired you
enormously. I did not think that I should dare to love you until that
day when I overheard that old villain Niepce make his advances. Then,
when I perceived my acute jealousy, I knew that I was loving you. Ever
since, I have thought only of you. I swear to you that if you will not
belong to me, it is already finished for me! Altogether! Never have I
seen a woman like you! So strong, so proud, so kind, and so beautiful!
You are astonishing, yes, astonishing! No other woman could have drawn
herself out of an impossible situation as you have done, since the
disappearance of your husband. For me, you are a woman unique. I am
very sincere. Besides, you know it ... Dear friend!"
She shook her head passionately.
She did not love him. But she was moved. And she wanted to love him.
She wanted to yield to him, only liking him, and to love afterwards.
But this obstinate instinct held her back. "I do not say, now," Chirac
went on. "Let me hope."
The Latin theatricality of his gestures and his tone made her sorrowful
for him.
"My poor Chirac!" she plaintively murmured, and began to put on her
gloves.
"I shall hope!" he persisted.
She pursed her lips. He seized her violently by the waist. She drew her
face away from his, firmly. She was not hard, not angry now.
Disconcerted by her compassion, he loosed her.
"My poor Chirac," she said, "I ought not to have come. I must go. It is
perfectly useless. Believe me."
"No, no!" he whispered fiercely.
She stood up and the abrupt movement pushed the table gratingly across
the floor. The throbbing spell of the flesh was snapped like a
stretched string, and the scene over. The landlord, roused from his
doze, stumbled in. Chirac had nothing but the bill as a reward for his
pains. He was baffled.
They left the restaurant, silently, with a foolish air.
Dusk was falling on the mournful streets, and the lamp-lighters were
lighting the miserable oil lamps that had replaced gas. They two, and
the lamplighters, and an omnibus were alone in the streets. The gloom
was awful; it was desolating. The universal silence seemed to be the
silence of despair. Steeped in woe, Sophia thought wearily upon the
hopeless problem of existence. For it seemed to her that she and Chirac
had created this woe out of nothing, and yet it was an incurable woe!
CHAPTER VII
SUCCESS
I
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