Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"What do you mean--you don't know?"
The sobbing recommenced tempestuously. "I mean I don't know. I just
went out." Her voice rose; it was noisy, but scarcely articulate. "What
if I did go out?"
"Sophia, I am not going to be talked to like this. If you think because
you're leaving school you can do exactly as you like--"
"Do I want to leave school?" yelled Sophia, stamping. In a moment a
hurricane of emotion overwhelmed her, as though that stamping of the
foot had released the demons of the storm. Her face was transfigured by
uncontrollable passion. "You all want to make me miserable!" she
shrieked with terrible violence. "And now I can't even go out! You are
a horrid, cruel woman, and I hate you! And you can do what you like!
Put me in prison if you like! I know you'd be glad if I was dead!"
She dashed from the room, banging the door with a shock that made the
house rattle. And she had shouted so loud that she might have been
heard in the shop, and even in the kitchen. It was a startling
experience for Mrs. Baines. Mrs. Baines, why did you saddle yourself
with a witness? Why did you so positively say that you intended to have
an answer?
"Really," she stammered, pulling her dignity about her shoulders like a
garment that the wind has snatched off. "I never dreamed that poor girl
had such a dreadful temper! What a pity it is, for her OWN sake!" It
was the best she could do.
Constance, who could not bear to witness her mother's humiliation,
vanished very quietly from the room. She got halfway upstairs to the
second floor, and then, hearing the loud, rapid, painful, regular
intake of sobbing breaths, she hesitated and crept down again.
This was Mrs. Baines's first costly experience of the child thankless
for having been brought into the world. It robbed her of her profound,
absolute belief in herself. She had thought she knew everything in her
house and could do everything there. And lo! she had suddenly stumbled
against an unsuspected personality at large in her house, a sort of
hard marble affair that informed her by means of bumps that if she did
not want to be hurt she must keep out of the way.
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